omg.. so tired.. i seriously feel very old.. sighs.. pls save me!
urgh! i having so much regrets!!! save me i dun wish to regret anymore.. i m like regretting all that i have done..
just now.. i went to buy sequins to sew on the costume 4 om tmr.. then i was thinking how to keep all the sequins.. then i rmb-ed that last time me couz got this whole box of beads.. inside got alot of compartments to store the beads.. then i was thinking where to buy that kind of box.. then we went to buy a flask to put food.. then doodle walked around n she saw the box.. but it wasnt very ideal.. cos it only had 8 compartments n each compartment was too big for sequins.. then nvm.. i just bought it..
then we couldn't find a suitable flask.. so we din buy the flask there.. then we went to sheng siong.. to find flasks.. then there.. doodle saw the exact same box that i bought.. i bought the box for $2.50 n sheng siong sold it for only $1.20!!!! sighs.. thats not all.. i also saw another box with 15 compartments!!! just nice! sighs.. n it was only $2.10!!! urgh.. that is 1 of the very minor regrets.. sighs..
save me!
in the morning we went to the temple to pay respects <> to my grandfather.. very hot, warm, smoky, and whatnot.. sighs. .i was very bored too.. then we went to our blk 61 house n eat.. very yummy.. n very fattening! yummy foods come with a price.. then just now i was eating a piece of roast duck skin.. got so much oil.. but i loved the feeling.. when i bite it then all the oil spill out!!! so delicious.. heavenly foods~ urgh.. then got so much oil.. i knew i need to spit the oil out n rinse my mouth.. but it was simply too yummy.. so i just swallowed the whole mouth of oil.. urgh.. sighs..
then.. we came home.. nothing else already.
yesterday.. i skipped cath class to go for the st nics run fiesta.. i guess the stuff there were just EXPENSIVE.. can u understand the term expensive? omg.. 1 can of drink they sold for $3! thats wad happens during a carnival.. during our last time the carnival oso like that. sighs... ya. n i now not so regret not going st nics.. cos after raising funds here go there still need to raise funds.. can die one.. met ah man n ely there.. ate chesse fries together.. i think we shld also sell cheese fries during IJ fiesta.. sure got alot of business one.. um.. ya. not much to type bout yesterday..
actually i din really enjoy there.. n i think everything i skip cath class for does not come to a good end... sighs.. i learnt my lesson. i shall not skip cath class so often anymore.. anyway, i cant afford to... sighs.. ... ya.. n thats like all..
tmr is sports day!! YAY! so fast sat n sun gone already sighs. still haven go to astons n eat yet.. but went to hg blk 212 n eat mixed grill! very yummy too..
i think tmr i going to bring alot alot of fried rice.. hahaz.. i bring 2 flasks of fried rice!! now that i gots a new flask. i can bring food to school more often..
sometimes i dun really understand many ppl.. nvm.. this line is pretty redundant..
hmm.. tmr we shld be going to cream's house to design n sew the costumes.. unless nat violently object.. i dunno wad to type anymore.. shall stop here.. anyway today type alot already...

omg.. i feel so tired.. n still very headache!
sighs.. pls save me from the torture of life copyrighted i33d5..
sighs.. still suffering from the run in the morning.. sighs. urgh~ very headache.. n still feel like puking. elp!
urgh, its finally end of the week.. tmr going st nics. run fiesta.. i think its shld be fun..
still very lethagic.. save me.. i more n more like man already..
i going to skip cath class tmr.. i think i am evil!
nvm.. urgh.
my maid keeps pissing my mom off.. n she keeps screaming at her.. my poor ears.. save me!
i really so tired... mon is sports day n tues is e-learning day.. .finally some time for fun!
these few days keep got this person go JJ's forum n type crap! saying that she's JJ's ex niece.. like who cares la.. who even believes.. sighs.. that damn person pisses me off too! so angry! sighs..
man! u still owe me my letter.. n i kept all the letters we wrote to each other! sighs.. i really got no mood to do anything.. even type.. sighs.. my posts r getting shorter n shorter! cant help it la...

damn it.. so pissed..
sighs.. today is such a horrible n pissing day! i can't stand some ppl, they seriously suck!!! sighs..
i shall post bout yesterday first.. sighs... it was a horrible day too.
we stayed back to do om until 6!!! we did like not very much.. sighs.. om is seriously a darn waste of time.. i never said that i wanted to do om! waste time waste money waste brain cells waste everything especially when u haf ppl that u dun get along with in ur grp.. its totally horrible la!
sighs.. yesterday was just merely tiring..
during eng, we had to present the debate thingy, so horrible, Eunice kept telling me to take down pts.. n keep telling me all the things i had to say.. then i din even noe wad i was saying la.. luckily 3 mins so fast up already.. if not sure die one..
pls someone save me from the torture of life!
today.. super sucking day...
we had om.. our presentation was terrible!!! sighs.. then it was eng.. i din pay attention at all.. today morning was just so tiring.. i felt so headache, i din wanna go sku.. sighs.. hhf was bad-worse and wadeva, shit din wanna do hhf AGAIN! sighs... so horrible.. i shld seriously get my mom to sign a letter for me not to do hhf! n get up with a lame excuse..sighs.. i couldn't stnad today's hhf.. some attention seeker behind me was like screaming and screaming the whole time.. and her voice is irritating!
sighs
urgh.. so tired.. dun feel like typing..
urgh.. projects r driving me mad..
i think i wanna sleep soon..
todays's rme lesson was very fruitful though.. i doubt wad ms wan said works.. but i sahll try it out one day when i m free :D:D
and this is how i end my 40th post

sighs.. very tired.. i seriously think that om is such a waste of time.. sighs.. there is like so damn much to do.. please save me.. i think wed the selections is quite scary... cos if we get selected<> its happy. but stressful! gotta continue doing all the damn crap.. lets say we dun win. dun get selected. then we prepare all the crap for wad leh.. we spend so much time n effort doing all the crap n shit and wadeva.. n planning n sewing n painting and whatnot.. sighs.. but on the other hand, we dun need to do anything already! there is like 50% more or less chance that we get to be selected, cos 2/1 nobody doing tee structure.. then only our grp n ah man's grp doing.. sighs.. i dun really like om.. sighs, i still rmb last eyr they called us to go to performing arts room.. then they were like telling us bout om.. then so many ppl were like.. i wanna do i wanna do.. sighs.. from the start i oso dun wanna do.. but its actually not that bad lah.. cos take over art, pc n home econs n d&t... sighs, still dun feel like doing anything leh
urghs.. today we worked until so late.. then went to eat lunch at like 3.30... super duper hungry larhs.. n the food took like quite long to come.. sighs.. but it was so damn yummy..
today is a monday sucks as usual.. i hate science the most.. i 4got to bring my sec 2 sci tb!!! then qianying went 4 bowling.. then so scary.. i so scared that mrs tan might realise.. i think she already found out, but just din say it out larhs.. sheesh.. wads so hard with sharing a book? sighs..
nvm.. i dun wanna tok bout that anymore... lit n eng sucked totally! eng we did presentation for the poem..i really super enjoyed doing the poem.. most of the time we were like slacking.. thats y we r called the slacker 4!!! :D:D:D nvm.. i noe we will not get very high.. but never mind.. i dun mind.. i hope the other 3 slackers dun mind too.. i bet we met up more than the other grps.. but like duh! we spent 90% of the time slacking! we shld have told mrs mah that we could not do very well cos we slack!!! hahaz... luckily never say.. sure die one.. she is quite biased.. anyway everyone is biased.. its how u put it.. sighs.. we r still discussing om.. n more om.. i think i shld have done the hom ppt correctly.. i hope.. cookie pls tell me wad to do!!! i m so lost
i love writing letters to man.. we shall continue writing long letters :D:D cant wait to read!!! so fun! man! must write more.. i dun think i wanna type anymore.. seem to still have alot alot to type.. its getting so late.. somemore i haven bathe, haven chill, haven finish maths.. sure die one.. still got tingxie and xiehouyu to learn.. sighs.. feel like dying lorhs.. so much to do..pls save me someone.. i feel so dead.. tmr still must run.. sighs.. so headache.. must think how to lose weight.. this fri taking weight.. sighs.. shld jump rope.. sighs.. pls save me.. i sure overweight one.. elp!!! next wk mon n tues will rock.. but sat got 2.4... sure fail one.. n this sat going st. nicks run fiesta.. so much to do!!! ARGH!

hmm. yesterday was very very very extremely fun. tho me bro *knoked* his head and had a swell..
we ate and had so much fun.. we played murder and detective.. with 8 other ppl :D:D so fun! i think everyone had fun :D:D
so much food.. i think today if can go again will be very nice.. but i think cannot :C i think its my shortest post.

great! later we going to man's house 4 bbq :D:D gonna be fun peeps :D start to scream like cream.. haha.. it rhymes..
i dun really noe wad to post.. hm. lets post bout me obsession!
sighs.. all the forums are dead!!!!! even in the mar hols and every other day, they're still dead
i think obsession can cure ah man disease!! :D maybe i need to try it out.. having fun being an ah man :D hahz..
sighs.. very bored.. looking up on phones.. i dun think there is a good phone that looks nice that i will like! i dun mind getting a sony ericsson phone, but i want twist! not like my phone's twist now.. i want the 7373's twist! i think it'll be better, i never gots that kind of phone.. sighs.. i really getting bored.. i searched thru' the whole internet.. n no phone seems to catch my attention.. sighs.. i think W900i is quite nice.. but it come out for nearly 1 yr already.. sighs..
i seriously very bored, someone save me leh..

yesterday sku reopen.. i hate first day of sku.. sighs.. always so tiring.. life is such a torture..
urgh.. so much work..
ms mucek is our replacement form teacher for 1 week.. hmm.. yah..
i very tired.. n dun haf much appetite.. can't spell, just anyhow..
i eat a bit but many meals.. getting more like man.. sighs, save me!
lit n eng passed so slowly.. as usual.. chi sucked.. shit n cookie joined hcl :D ok.. i still sit with man..
i never liked sci lessons.. sci seemed to fly pass! :D thats such a good thing..
i slept like 4 am on sun night.. that is late.. i nearly fell asleep during lessons.. it takes great skill to enable students not to fall asleep during ur lessons.. or at least feel tired/ yawn
today..
very very very tired.. sighs.. i chong-ed thru maths hw last night.. n still could'nt finish..i started quite early already.. tues i started already..
hmm.. still got no appetite.. i think i wun feel like eating tmr..
yesterday still could eat egg sandwich.. today dun feel like buying.. i buy half of the noodle for weijing.
got alot alot of hw.. hw is never ending.. i dun really feel like typing..
there is like no show 4 me to watch larhs.. i start to lose interest in entertainment.. i think slacking; decomposing n sleeping is more entertaining.. sighs.. someone pls save me..
today's cca was like so damn long lah.. we did alot alot of stuff.. well not really..
we did improvisation. very boring, my partner was lin ying.. sighs, i really din noe wad to say.. i wished i din need to do it.. but less than 30 secs.. very fast.. then finish already.. i dun really like improvisation n all the acting everyone enjoys.. i think newscomm suits me more la.. sighs..
i dunno wad to do..i still <33333 crew.. cant wait 4 poetry night.. u all must support! i think i m acting too.. i m given a role with doodle.. poetry night is also ij fiesta day.. y they make it same day.. sighs.. i think thats bout all.. i think i will sleep at bout 9 plus or 10 tonight.. after doing maths.. i really very tired already
came back to post more..
yay!!! my JJ got high chance to work with tang tak hei so happy!!!! baidu got news.. n mingpao posted bout "connected"!!!!! YAYS.. pure happiness.. now i feel a bit alive.. i think i m near to find the cure for the ah man disease... just specially 4 me :D yays.. haha..

awfully irritated, bored, uncomfortable n i dunno..
yesterday was a super uneventful day.. very boring.. i din do much, just slacked around..
today.. i went to the chess competition with my bro.. i hereby declare chess boring! i stayed there for like um.. 10 hrs? my bro din really win.. he got 3 pts out of 8.. which was quit good.. cos he first time..
sighs.. a total waste of time..
i m now the official ah man house to bbq on gd fri spreader :D haha..
okok.. nvm.. i noe its lame
this is the info, for all i noe for the bbq. for further enquries, pls contact ah man @ http://www.xanga.com/manarhman or sms her. her no.. cannot post her.. i dun want to get killed by her.. or her to get killed/ ahman- napped.
i dunno wad to type already.. i dun really feel like typing these few days.. prob cos the forums r like so DEAD..
from yesterday type until today.. sighs.. i actually forgot bout this post...
soon have to change clothes go sku do om.. om is such a waste of time..
this hol seems not so much like a hol..i wish there was more hols.. sighs

yesterday...
went to sku for banner painting.. sucked.. i hate banner painting.. total waste of time.. sighs
the only nice thing was i got to eat the fried rice outside sku!!!! :D:D yays.. it was yummy!! :D love it
then come home went to bathe then went for dinner with me uncle n grandma at tp blk 203.. the dinner was just ok.. but it was like 100 bucks for 7 of us.. very not worth, my dad always saywestern food and jap food very ex.. but i think the most ex food is chinese food!!! that day i think its sun, after fetching ah shit home n fetching my other grandma we went to astons express at s'goon garden... it rocked totally!!!and it was like cheaper than chinese food.. we only spent bout 70 bucks lor.. i wish my frens would go eat it with me.. maybe next time.. i think i want my next year birhtday party at astons prime!!! :D:D:D but will be very ex leh.. nvm.. just invite a few frens :D:D:D hahaz... dreaming far ahead again...
yesterday we went to my uncle? or my dad's uncle? the funeral... sighs.. doodle fell n she sort of started crying n saying that i kicked her.. i was so far away! how to kick her.. then everybody started blaming me.. so pissed!!! lets not tok bout it anymore
today
i woke up at 12 plus.. then i sat down at the com table n started foruming.. all the forums seem so dead.. then there i m posting..
then i smsed man n ely..
man came online.. then we discussed wad to give her grandma 4 bday pressie.. n the chinese thing..
no more. later might add on..

today rocked!!! so much better than yesterday n day b4... tho it was fun too.. :D:D:D
yays.. i can't wait for sats bbq.. i hope more ppl will go.. n can play until later.. n most importantly, i can go!!! i hope i can persuade my mama n papa to let me go.. i think man won't mind if they go.. n ah man's mom can gossip with them bout us.. then we can have fun.. n they can have fun too :D:D:D yays...
can't wait.. gonna haf so much fun!!
just now we went swimming!! then i bathe so fast.. then we went to novena c-nai cafe to eat.. so yummy.. i drank mango ice-blended.. so yummy! but very ex leh.. thnx ah man's mom!!! :D:D
ah man's mom very nice.. i wish my mom can not be so outdated... sighs...
i must learn to be self- satisfied.. i dunno wad to type anymore...

yay.. holiday!!! but only 1 wk.. very fast gone already.. sighs, still got alot alot alot of hw n project to do...
nvm... lets not think bout that yet..
yesterday was so fun! we went cookie house. me, cream, man, ely and cherie..
the secruity guard gave us names last time he called me janet n this time my name changed to elizabeth?!
cream n cookie's name remained.. cream- jennifer, cookie- christina, cherie- margret, man- alice, ely-man! i forgot. i just rmb it just now.. i think i m just getting too old larhs.. sighs
i ponded church just to go 4 the party.. i feel like an evil child!
we went to ntuc.. n bought n bought n bought.. so much snacks.. so much stuff.. n spent so much money..
then we bought stuff from kfc.. so much stuff again..
then we went back to cookie house n started doing the accounts.. we had to sort out the moneys.. n pay back each of the ppl that paid beforehand...
then we talked bout having a swimming pool in our house. i think those that dun have sure want 1 n those that have wun treasure it... haha.. we took so long to settle the accounts.. we left cherie out of it.. cos she has done enough accounts in the past i dunno how many days...
then we went into cookie's room n played murder n detective.. so fun..
no.1 is murder, no.2 is detective.. no.3 to 6 is victims.. so fun!!! i loved being the murderer.... it was the best part of it..
i think out of the almost 10 games? i was the murderer like 3 or 4 times. n each time i would win.. n i was never the detective..
n a few times got some prob.. cos no one was the detective.. n some got the same no..
it got ver very creepy cos we closed the door, offed the lights n played jj lin's murderer song.. so scary... but it was so fun!!!!!! :D
yays..then when cookie's family gone out for dinner we watched night in the museum.. i din understand wad the movie was toking bout at all.. very chim.. but the male lead looked alot like mr jiow.. haha!!very funny!!! :D:D:D
then ah man lie down on me shoulder.. then she munched on chips.. then her skull move n move then i got a very funny feeling then i kept laughing...
then we change movie.. cos it was getting really boring... we watched dry wood fierce fire... so damn funny.. i forgot how many times i watched it..but i still laughed like mad.. n i even laughed b4 hand.. cos i noe wad was gonna happen :D:D:D haha.. so funny.. michelle is still so pretty..
we ate n ate... n only me n ah man understood wad was going on.. cos it only had canto.. ely asked me to bring it today.. so she can watch :D its nice :D yays...
later going man's house gonna do project n man around.. :D:D:D:D:D yays.
finally got whose hands stage 34!!! the long awaited game!! i think at least bout half a yr to 1 yr dun haf already.. but it was really fun.. my fave game.. i hope ph will make more games like this again <33333

sighs.. very headache.. so much project to do... so much stuff to do. holiday not much diff from not holiday.. but i rather holiday.... urgh.
i going to cookie house for party tmr..
sun going man house.. for project and to ah man around
mon.. going ely's house prob... i dun think i can go bishan park.. sighs.. i really wanna go leh.. my mum say too dangerous.. cannot go! urgh.. sighs.. someone pls save me leh.. i got miscommunication.. sighs..
i got 9/10 for geog mcq!!! i tot i will sure fail 1.. :) *gasps* i fail hist only.. the rest quite gd.. :D
sighs.. i still very headache.. i very tired.. so ah man..
i think i m gona sleep soon already, until tmr afternoon.. i dun feel like going to sell rossary tmr.. i rather go shopping for stuff with cookie cream.. sighs..i think i m not going church... sighs!!! damn it! i forgot to send my group leader my poem.. i haven even find yet.. better go do it now.. this post is really short.. if i not that tired i will continue posting later..

i very tired.. sighs... getting more and more ah man... help me!!!
i think i seriouly have to find time to find cure for the ah man disease leh.. sheesh.. i very headache now...
today hh1 last ep! its not very nice.. cos the ending is paul n jackie.. annie n henry got so much more chemistry.. n their story so much better lorhs... sighs.. so unfair!
i still got maths hw n chi hw.. dun feel like doing.. i never felt like doing hw.. sighs..
i dun really feel like posting today.. i rather chong thru my hw n go sleep.. thats wad an ah man does..
i think i MUST seriously save money! i spend like so damn much lorhs...
today ah man n ely had a mini cold war.. after OM, ely seemed to be very angry with man.. i dunno why.. then after recess, ah man felt that she had a pimple.. then me n ah shit tried to help her "get rid" of her pimple.. ah shit gave her some wash face lotion.. then we went to the toilet.. then ely came after us.. DUH! their cold war just ended like that, many of us were like super surprised that elyman had cold war... but i was very certain that their cold war wasn't exactly cold.. n would end very soon..
i think i wanna go sleep already lah.. i haf to rush thru' my hw.. or else tmr die die..

today is super tiring.. i dunno y...
lit n eng seemed super long. after 1 period still got 1 more.. sighs... but it finally passed.. then it was recess.!!! recess rocked! i ate chicken chop.. quite yummy.. but i sepnt $3.10 so ex lah...
we went to kfc to eat lunch today.. with ely, man, des, cream n nat.chang... it was raining when we returned!!! urgh.. all of us wet already.. i run abit then very tired already.. cos i m more man.. sighs i used so much moneys $7.25 and $2.30
i think i bout the extra large drink cos i saw nat.chang buy .. so i felt i wanted to drink, and a huge cup.. so i just bought it.. then i just ate and drank.. and.. sighs.. that was so fattening and ex.. n unhealthy
i shall not add stuff n only spend $1.80 for recess tmr.. then 4 lu nch i dunno.. if i going 4 the netball thing then better.. i go there n eat.. or something.. sighs.. i really dunno if i shld quit ld..i think i shld quit.. its heaven's will..
last night...
ld- no. 1 , newscomm-no.2
my mama picked no. 2... i was sort of happier than if she picked 1 i think
today..
i held two markers in my hand.
light blue- newscomm, light green ld.. i picked light blue when i closed my eyes and ah shit help me jumble them up...
i didn't know how i felt cos when i told ah shit to help me jumble the pens, mr armstrong called me! and he asked me a question that i dunno wads that and wads going on.. all in eng n lit i wasn't paying attention at all.. i was thinking whether to quit ld to join newscomm or not..
sighs.. why is ld n newscomm on the same day.. if they were on diff day i can go 4 both!!! sighs.. i think i will have more fun in newscomm...
but i still can't bear to quit ld! somebody tell me leh...
i m actually not very concerned bout the cca points or cip hours from promenade.. i think i still like ld..
same reason.. cos i m only interested in crew.. n 90% of the ppl in ld is totally obsessed in being the crew larhs..
so i dunno leh..
urgh... someone tell me the pros n cons of both ccas leh.. i keep thinking.. that day i din slp 4 like 3 hrs.. cos i kept thinking n thinking n thinking n.. i dunno y.. i can't slp.. sighs.. i really wanna join newscomm leh.. can learn all the com stuff.. n all that.. last yr they learnt photoshop!!! URH!!! so wasted.. sighs..but i like ld.. had so much fun last yr during promenade.. except that the costumes were really smelly.. i wanna go 4 the netball thing, we have to beat rgs... we can.. so we need more support.. sighs.. i really wanna go leh.. but i dun think ms mara will allow me to go... i hope she allows.. tmr i MUST rmb to ask her. .or else i die..
i m sure i will regret if i quit ld.. n i will sure regret if i dun join newscomm.. so how!!! i always regret in everything that i do larhs.. at least most... pls save me from the torture of having to make decisions everyday.. there is so much to think!!!
tmr haf to hand up quite alot of hw..
geog primer.. 1 excercise..
maths.. hw 21 some ques.. i do already..
must do the eng draft.. i hate this.. i got the info already.. but i dunno wad to write at all..
must rmb to bring chi compo paper and most impt dictionary tmr.. got zuowen competition..
april xinghe going to air
dif IV, a handful of love and reaching out...
haha, i rmb i got the name ah man from dif IV, it was cheap sheh's name.. so i started calling ah man, ah man...
having much of a headache now.. i think i wanna drink orange juice later and i think i want to drink cream soup.. its definitely better that the mushroom soup in sku one.. sighs.. i must rmb to watch hh1 later.. ep 30 already.. going to finish soon...
i shall not think so much about the future already.. let nature take its course... i cant predict the future anyway.. sighs.. i think i will chong thru' my eng draft and my geog... so i can watch hh1, then dicey business then i think i wanna sleep earlier.. or ah man around..i used to hate sleeping last time.. but now i <3>
i hate the new sku bus.. luckily after this mth i not taking anymore.. unless the other bus is willing to turn over and fetch me n doodle... hopefully.. if not i will ask my mama and/or papa to fetch me in the morning.. i cant stand that bus at all larhs..
today i post so damn much, used like 15 mins-20 mins to type this whole post.. i think its time to stop now.. i dun feel like typing/thinking anymore already.. thats for all.. i think i type too slowly already..cos i type like an ah man... sighs.. u evil ah man.. make me so old!

yesterday i moved to my new house.. looks nice:D but still not used to it...
very tiring to move house.. dun want to move anymore already.. still got alot of things n rubbish in the other house..
sighs.. very tired.. feel so ah man now.. sighs
the day b4 went to the damn hike.. the instructor was so damn irritating.. shall not tok bout him anymore.. sighs. my both legs r twisted.. walk then so pain.. if tmr dun haf SPA i dun go sku already..
we walked like 20km? and somemore up and down bukit timah hill.. sighs.. feel like dying.. going to die already.. sighs..
i still got alot of hw to do.. i think i cant finish .. i haven even started.. damn it.. dun even feel like doing anything..
tmr i think after extra lit lesson and b4 we haf to report 4 SPA i think got bout 1 hr plus? then i think i wanna go HDB hub.. jsut for the fun of walking there.. or maybe take bus.. i dun feel like having an extra lit lesson..
i dunno whether to quite LD to join newscomm or not..
i feel newscomm is alot better.. cos um...i think i will click better with the ppl there.. the ppl in LD r like.. north pole and i m west pole.. cos if i say south pole then we r suppose to attract.. sighs..
ld is quite boring.. sometimes.. when Nathalie comes in.. cos they all do acting n acting when i m not the least interested in acting i only wanna do crew.. sighs... i rather do reporting and report writing and stuff like that and listen to wad the ppl say in the com lab and learn more stuff...
sighs.. now i m reluctant to quit ld.. cos i think i still like it.. the ppl there r not that bad.. at least the ld com ppl r nice.. n my grp ppl r nice.. but i dun seem to click with the other grps of ppl.. but i wanna do crew for poetry night n drama night..
i must think it thru... i still dunno...i really wanna join newscomm... but i dun wanna quit ld.. i wanna join both cca, but both on tues.. so will sure clash one.. sighs..
someone save me pls.. i really cannot make a decision!!!!! elp.. wad if ms mara or mr armstrong ask me tmr? i rather ms mara ask me la.. mr armstrong looks so scary!!! someone pls save me!!! ELP!!! feel like dying already..
i think i will have to go bathe now.. or else my mama will start screaming..