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Monday, March 3, 2008

today is super tiring.. i dunno y...
lit n eng seemed super long. after 1 period still got 1 more.. sighs... but it finally passed.. then it was recess.!!! recess rocked! i ate chicken chop.. quite yummy.. but i sepnt $3.10 so ex lah...
we went to kfc to eat lunch today.. with ely, man, des, cream n nat.chang... it was raining when we returned!!! urgh.. all of us wet already.. i run abit then very tired already.. cos i m more man.. sighs i used so much moneys $7.25 and $2.30
i think i bout the extra large drink cos i saw nat.chang buy .. so i felt i wanted to drink, and a huge cup.. so i just bought it.. then i just ate and drank.. and.. sighs.. that was so fattening and ex.. n unhealthy
i shall not add stuff n only spend $1.80 for recess tmr.. then 4 lu nch i dunno.. if i going 4 the netball thing then better.. i go there n eat.. or something.. sighs.. i really dunno if i shld quit ld..i think i shld quit.. its heaven's will..
last night...
ld- no. 1 , newscomm-no.2
my mama picked no. 2... i was sort of happier than if she picked 1 i think
today..
i held two markers in my hand.
light blue- newscomm, light green ld.. i picked light blue when i closed my eyes and ah shit help me jumble them up...
i didn't know how i felt cos when i told ah shit to help me jumble the pens, mr armstrong called me! and he asked me a question that i dunno wads that and wads going on.. all in eng n lit i wasn't paying attention at all.. i was thinking whether to quit ld to join newscomm or not..
sighs.. why is ld n newscomm on the same day.. if they were on diff day i can go 4 both!!! sighs.. i think i will have more fun in newscomm...
but i still can't bear to quit ld! somebody tell me leh...
i m actually not very concerned bout the cca points or cip hours from promenade.. i think i still like ld..
same reason.. cos i m only interested in crew.. n 90% of the ppl in ld is totally obsessed in being the crew larhs..
so i dunno leh..
urgh... someone tell me the pros n cons of both ccas leh.. i keep thinking.. that day i din slp 4 like 3 hrs.. cos i kept thinking n thinking n thinking n.. i dunno y.. i can't slp.. sighs.. i really wanna join newscomm leh.. can learn all the com stuff.. n all that.. last yr they learnt photoshop!!! URH!!! so wasted.. sighs..but i like ld.. had so much fun last yr during promenade.. except that the costumes were really smelly.. i wanna go 4 the netball thing, we have to beat rgs... we can.. so we need more support.. sighs.. i really wanna go leh.. but i dun think ms mara will allow me to go... i hope she allows.. tmr i MUST rmb to ask her. .or else i die..
i m sure i will regret if i quit ld.. n i will sure regret if i dun join newscomm.. so how!!! i always regret in everything that i do larhs.. at least most... pls save me from the torture of having to make decisions everyday.. there is so much to think!!!
tmr haf to hand up quite alot of hw..
geog primer.. 1 excercise..
maths.. hw 21 some ques.. i do already..
must do the eng draft.. i hate this.. i got the info already.. but i dunno wad to write at all..
must rmb to bring chi compo paper and most impt dictionary tmr.. got zuowen competition..
april xinghe going to air
dif IV, a handful of love and reaching out...
haha, i rmb i got the name ah man from dif IV, it was cheap sheh's name.. so i started calling ah man, ah man...
having much of a headache now.. i think i wanna drink orange juice later and i think i want to drink cream soup.. its definitely better that the mushroom soup in sku one.. sighs.. i must rmb to watch hh1 later.. ep 30 already.. going to finish soon...
i shall not think so much about the future already.. let nature take its course... i cant predict the future anyway.. sighs.. i think i will chong thru' my eng draft and my geog... so i can watch hh1, then dicey business then i think i wanna sleep earlier.. or ah man around..i used to hate sleeping last time.. but now i <3>
i hate the new sku bus.. luckily after this mth i not taking anymore.. unless the other bus is willing to turn over and fetch me n doodle... hopefully.. if not i will ask my mama and/or papa to fetch me in the morning.. i cant stand that bus at all larhs..
today i post so damn much, used like 15 mins-20 mins to type this whole post.. i think its time to stop now.. i dun feel like typing/thinking anymore already.. thats for all.. i think i type too slowly already..cos i type like an ah man... sighs.. u evil ah man.. make me so old!

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