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2009-05-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

just went to the twotwo blog.
twotwo could have been so much better without miso soup.
she sucks.
wasted

2009-05-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

lip bo yin
i am mad.
i know.
baidu ppl r driving me mad
i think its enough
dont force others to do what they dont want
the result may not be what we wish for.
mth after mth, yr after yr.
O
tired
i think i need to slp soon

i think i screwed up for SA.
i m a dead duck

nvm, very normal
livejournal pissed me off.
thats y i m here.
blogger cant paste also!!
so pissing
hope tmr will be a better day.
hope tmr will be fun! and not destructive

gap is getting bigger
inevitable

2009-04-22T23:31:00.000-07:00

life's really not what its supposed to be..
at least not for me..
i have once again abandoned livejournal and am back at blogger..
its so unfair, and everything is just like reversed!
i need a time machine..
to go back to the past, or go to the future!
i need a change of fate, badly!

this wk is terrible!!!
so much hw, and i still have alot of notes to do..
pissed. cant seem to get anything right.

well, today's eng was not so bad..
for more than half the class..
so exciting
siting outside the office.
and there were benches for us!

my class aint that bad anymore..
but some ppl suck
half the class suck.

2009-03-05T06:25:00.000-08:00

ok, i seem to be like posting once a mth only..
cos i m really tired, got so much to do.
these few days/ wks i even got no time to go forum.
today, we did some geog stuff online.
so i sort of din do, and just pretended to do.
so i went to forum.
and china forum.
and i discovered many ahem things.
its quite scary.
and sansan is back.
i hope she does smth bout the vietnam forum
it just disappeared.
i dunno why.

i sure hope the ppl from proboards that left yrs ago will come back.
then the forum will be so alive.
sighs.
someone is becoming like the other someone.
got 1 yr or not arh?
i dun think so
both of them de fire die after 1 yr. and its saddening
sighs

i have a feeling i will become like them too.
i m scared.
such a wierd feeling.
today i saw 2 very very ahem pix.
that made me want to post :D
ohya, i must rmb to finish the s4 letter later.
1 of the pic seem fake.. i think someone edited it
the other one i got see b4.
but i hate it.
and i saw the new be forever banner
so damn nice.
i think the pics were taken decades ago.
fine, yrs ago.. not so kua.

urgh. i dont feel like posting.
i think i shall stop posting.
very tired, still got phy; amaths; lit to do
omg.
bye.

2009-02-06T18:18:00.000-08:00

yay! i m 15!!
much earlier than many ppl though
:D i got a headstart.

hmm. i still dont really like my class.
but i like my chinese class :D
got 2 members of s4!
ohya, the s4 letter..
i wonder who is it with now.
i think its with man.
so mon is it my turn?
hope so. :D

i m quite happy today.
prob partly cos of yesterday's dinner :D
its so delicious.
mm. the fried froggies.
and the delicious peking duck
but i somehow feel its not very worth.
very ex.
but nvm. its 4 my bday and its like over already
if yesterday never order so much food i want lobster!!!!
baked lobster with chesse and butter!!!
mmm....
shall eat that the next time i go there

i m oso happy, cos of joyce5233.
she gave me a very nice present!
and man n monkey too.
thnx 4 ur present :D
last yr she shocked me with the very long story that i couldnt finish reading
n i oso din really understand it..
so this yr marks the 1 yr anniversary
and also the deadline.
but anw. the task has sort of been completed.
so the dateline does not matter anymore.
fancy having to do work on ur bday.
i dont like it.
but later have to go grace hse and do stuff on the tamil tiger.
sighs...
i want to langyan around with the ppl
& omg! langyan is selling..
so happy.
i cant wait to get my hands on a copy!!

these few weeks, everywhere is like alive!!!!
cos of langyan.
quite a pity hanye and gaoda wont be together.
how saddening
got ppl say the hanye is like helen..
means its NICE!
yay!!!!!
hmm. i have been quite busy,
if not i will got n watch it!!!!
hmm. i shall find some time.
or i will watch it after i have watched gem of life.
currently still far behind.
cos yeah, again, no time.
but i think i better finish up this post, and finish my breakfast,
if not i will be late 4 project work.
hmm. i cant bear to leave.
but anyway, i have to.

and swensens tonight! :D
got free ice cream too :D
hmm. i think i have to buy the obama book today
since inoe its selling outside
so i no need to go to the hassle of borrowing and extending.
with this, i end my post for today.

2009-01-22T02:02:00.000-08:00

hmm. there is still some time b4 dinner..
so i decided to post.
i sort of got quite bored of farm frenzy 2 and virtual farm
currently have no game to play.
so i m quite bored..
but on the other hand, i still have many eps of gol to watch!
omg, i m like more than 20 eps behind.
my mom went to return the disc cos i took too long to watch.
then now i have to watch online.
which makes me too lazy to on and so i never watch
but its so exciting :D
i like sylvia-calvin
but sylvia-calvin not equals to maggie-bo

omg.
i saw yanyi's blog..
she went to the dunno where.
i think its causeway..
looks damn nice.
i also want to go.
but seriously thinking,
i dun think i will be that interested.
if gallen come i sure go!
anybody want to go if gallen/ bo comes?
ahhhhh..
if can take pic.
oh......... i m dying.
but gallen so tall..
n i m so short.
omg. means fala, myo and kenneth all very tall
cos yanyi stand beside them also got quite big diff.
then me leh..
i m like half head shorter than her :(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvm.. anw i dun think anyone i like will come.
just blame it on my luck.

tmr halfday! and no lessons.
yay!!!
we going j8 after sch...
i went today to eat lunch there
ate long john silvers for the very first time
yeah, really its really my first time there.
i dunno why
i stuck to macs n kfc n pizza for 13 yrs of my life and last yr i started eating subway
and now i m hot on astons. :D

man, believe me, its delicious.
even the tirkapung is delicious right?
and astons is 100 times better than tirkapung
so can u imagine how nice it is?
and dont eat beef there, cos i dun think its nice.
eat pork. or chicken..
its delicious..
(free ad for astons) :D

currently still dun like my class..
but i like my chinese class.
cos got man and cockroach( as quoted from her new classmate, grasshopper)
i hate geog, phy, eng lessons.
and i like A&E maths, and chinese lessons.
haha, accident n emergency maths!!
:D

whoa, recently like alot of ppl's granny sick
my granny went hospital, and now she has diabetes and i dunno wad.
cream n man's granny also sick.
poor grannies.

btw... to janyssa:
if u see this, this is the link for the online jigsaw..
i already sent to ur email.
if u want me to send u the links with the pics already uploaded then leave reply in my tagboard
but i dunno when i will see cos i have alot of hw.
link:
http://jigsawonline.net/

hmm.. i think tmr must spend more time shopping at night
almost chinese new year i still have buy shoe and bag yet!!!!
how?!?!?!?!?
where to buy shoe, where to buy bag.
ohya, where sells roxy?
i cant find.
i saw a person carrying a roxy sling bag at compass point that day.
looks very nice.

i read smth ironic on the baidu forum..
quite impossible.
maybe the china fans are just bulling shit.
omg, i just saw the langyan- hanye banner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so nice!~ omg..
the china ppl r so efficient!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my langyan
3 yrs waiting was so worthwhile!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
omg.. my hanye is the main lead.. hopefully the source is right
i think shld be reliable (answering a hist source based qn)
haha. came from a gallen fan so shld be correct.
but with that bloody old man.
smth wrong with the casting/storyline..
i think the china baidu ppl watch already.
got 1 person say he/she finish watching already?
quite wierd.
and they said the dubbing was ok..
this source is not so reliable.
because they even sharon's dubbing also say its ok.
pssss... hanye is prettier than michelle bf2..!!!!!! :D:D:D:D
someone at the baidu forum said :"我先喷完鼻血再回来"
haha.. so kua..
but sort of.. true.
:D

i think this post is getting too long.
i shall stop here.

2009-01-10T00:00:00.000-08:00

urgh.. i dun like my class & the teachers & the ppl
:C:(
urgh..
i dunno why decided to post.
hmm.
life is currently kinda boring..
but finally smth's happening!!!
wolf smoke is finally airing in china!
which means i get to watch too..
hopefully.. unless the china ppl dont wish to share..
the forums dead too.
i dun think its a good thing.

tguit ep 13 on mon!!!
the rainbow and the cupid
:D yays..
ate 2 finishing soon..
haven been watching for a real long time..

i think i want to eat the steamboat bbq for my bday..
or else i think i want to go astons specialities..
hmm.. i dunno.
all i noe i want to make my ic.
:D

i feel random..
nvm..

ely and me did some retarded and ahem stuffs during lunch time.
haha.
i think we will be doing it again:D
how i wish it was 2008 instead of 2009
then s4 can be tgt.
:( how sad.
my class sucks.
and the teachers..
beyond description.
but chinese class rocks!
if only ely did better in her chinese in sec 1.
then she can appeal into hcl
then it will be fun..
sighs..

2008-12-24T14:18:00.000-08:00

Merry christmas world!
:D i decided to post since i m waiting for my stuff to load.
still can't sleep.
its very late/ early
late cos i haven sleep yet.
early cos this is the time i m awake during normal sch day

sighs.
really not tired.
tried to sleep for quite some time, but just cant
so i decided to not waste my time and use the com

at ep 40 of gem of life.
yeah. i know i m slow.
i think i shld watch more tmr so fri can return the vcds and get new ones.
hmm.
currently...
sylvia-calvin parts are very nice.
just that maggie siu looks to old for bo...
:@.. quite jealous.
i think many ppl noe why.

hmph..
i think i shld plan wad to buy for chinese new year clothes.
if not spend a long time walking and dunno wad i m looking for.

today was quite nice.
woke up around 2 plus.
then ate some lunch.
then went to the thomson steamboat place and ate dinner
quite nice.
dun mind going there again
the food was nice.
but my family didnt seem to feel like going there again.
my mom say food not so fresh
my dad say no white rice, not full.
my bro never liked buffets. and he eats very little.
juicy.. hmph, she didnt say anything bad...
but she said she wouldnt go there.
and rather go to teochew traditional seafood steamboat lizard.
haha. the lizard part was made up by me couz :D

found a web at the flobo forum just now.
its quite cool.
can cut a photo into pieces of jigsaw and can fix it online!
:D it was so fun.
:D i did annie and paul;
helen rainbow banner;
hh1 annie smoke
unknown pic of annie n jackie.
it was fun! and quite hard for some parts :D
the face was easy though..

this com is getting a lil haywire.
i think i shld use the laptop..
it shld be faster...

quite happy i decided to post here.
at least here wont be dead.
maybe i will abandon the other blog.
it has evil thoughts..
i think i shld post more post and shorten the posts..
shld i?

2008-12-22T00:21:00.000-08:00

still very much in holiday mood.
i dun think i can get back to sch mood..
still fretting over my new class and all that crap.
its not up to me to decide too.
just follow the flow.
i hope it doesnt kill me.
or leave me with half my life..

omg. i forgot bout this post.
i just went to watch fojv and then tits.
so i forgot to finish posting.

i find that fojv got many nice parts.
cat is still very nice.
its wierd. why did they kill cat?
they shld not kill her n make part 6!
:) i think i will like it better.
nvm, part 6 = hh1!
:D cat and kelvin not = henry and annie though.
i dun think many ppl noe 107 is airing fojv..
cos of the bad timeslot.
nvm.. i shall watch it during the hols.
when sch reopens.. i think i will watch if i m not tired.
:D behind part is nicer.

now half watching tits and posting.
i find vincent very evil.
he shld have died like earlier.
so belle n sam can be tgt..
he went to delete belle to sam's email..
then belle thought that sam is evil.
and i suddenly have some problems conveying my thoughts..

i just realised that forensic heroes 2 have bell &sam!
omg. downright copycat!!!!!!
!@#$%^&*()_+!!!!!

hmm.. just now i went to the forum.
then ph posted and asked if anyone watch gem of life.
then me, karen and gk posted that we got watch
1 thing wierd bout ph's post is that she said gol made her think of watching fm and ue!
but i dun see the connection!
haha..
mo? bo?
haha..
i just rmbered..
that day at baidu.
got ppl say that if maggie siu's character was replaced..
haha. great pair.
then we will be more happy. (:
wad bout next yr?
i dun think there is very much chem. between her n bobby.
and raymond.
i think they shld think twice.

quite pissed now.
i dunno why.
i think i m gonna watch fmd ep 17 now.
this ends my post.

hmph. i feel wierd now.

2008-12-15T07:09:00.000-08:00

omg.. this blog is really dead.
i think i better post more often here instead of the other blog.
i neglected it for more than 2 mths..
poor blog.

this hol is like flying past.
many things happened.
if u manage to find my other blog, u will find out more.
for now i think i will just type my thoughts of the present..

hmph..
2008. will be gone in a glance.
its quite a good year.
at least shld be better than next yr.
i think i m gonna die next yr..
no frens in the new class..
i think that class gonna have lotza bimbos..
sighs. poor me..
i think i m gonna remain a loner.
everybody is flying away.
i know i m going to too..
wait for me ppl.
countdown 1 mth and 10 days more.
maybe some of u will stay longer than me.
unless smth happens and we will live happily ever after!
:) quite retarded :D

gem of life is currently very very nice.
i love the Sylvia-Calvin chemistry.
:D and all the bickering :D
Bo rocks.
this show is quite messy..
so many knots here and there and b4 this knot gets untangled, another knot comes by..
recommended for ppl who have lotza time in these few days of hols.
not saying that its boring.
its nicer than other shows.
but there's lotza eps.
so u need countless hours to watch it..
and now its only half the show.

its getting quite exciting.
:D why can't Ada and Bo go together at all?!?!?!
the producer is so mean..
nvm.. i dun think their characters have any chemistry.
i doubt they ever went on the same screen..
did they ?
argh...

seen the presentation clip of 09..
is single eyebrow the Ada flying show?
i hope not.
then there will be a chance for single eyebrow..
pls dun ruin my only chance.
the gallen monopoly show seems nice.
but the other cast. hmph.
i think its referred as the europe show.
then the ancient show..
the one where Tavia is evil and cheap sheh act innocent.
i think it looks nice. :D
quite alot to look forward to :D
but....

the 6 day trip was nice.
:D quite fun.
but everything was like very expected.
i dun mind going again..
actually i want to go again. :)
but went with the wrong ppl.

there seems to be irrelated ppl getting into my life..
i dunno why.
i wish i had this thing that i can use to edit my life :)
maybe i shall make that invention.

this is quite saddening...
am i going to die next yr.
without any frens in the same class..
and i might not have any frens in sch anymore.
cos of diff class..
poor me..
anw i am already quite used to it in pri sch.
WAHS.
me no like sch no more
!@#$%^&*()_+!@#$%^&*()_+!!!!!!!!!!!!!

try not to think bout some not so nice stuffs first..
hmph..
now think of ate..
ate 1 rocks but ate 2 sucks..
omg the !@#$%^&*() damn Tim!
meanie the thing..
i'd rather Helen Barry than Helen Tim!!!
and it is obviously his fault.
ok..ok.. i try not to think bout anything bad again..........

think bout.. fmd!!!
current tiny fmd craze..
Yanyi went to buy fmd..
so jealous....
i wanna buy also.
now the deal with the philipines person is off..
and i dun have my fmd bk anymore..
i wnana cry liaos.
fmd is really nice.
i think Janyssa and Yanyi haven watch yet..
thats y their fever is like dying.
perhaps fmd will revive it!!!!!! :D

is there anything else to post?
i think i will come back tmr or day after
or maybe i dun feel like typing here anymore.
cos everytime b4 posting must sign in...
then i m lazy.. yes.. i admit. cos of laziness..
haha. wormie! not me.. its someone else.
:P

oh yeah.!!
currently in love with hagen dazz and ben&jerry ice cream
vanilla and chocolate chip cookie dough!!!!
my dad's getting obsessed too :D
thats y he sponsors me icecream!
:D:D:D:D:D
ok.. times up.. time to watch ate 2..

argh.. this post mostly is bout grumbling....
nvm.. its my nature to grumble..
byes....

2008-10-12T20:45:00.000-07:00

Be Forever..
你，她，我的选择；消失在华丽之后
华丽的灯光，阔大的舞台，人来人往的镜头。
每一年都会上演的戏码，却没有多少个人连任主角。
这就是游戏的规则。
可是你，却在一个小小的配角，到现在任何大戏都有你的身影的过程中，
你的角色，在这场华丽的大戏中，没有缺席过。
变化的是，你身边的华丽衣裳闪烁珠宝的女主角。

十年前，她一举成名；你已经在她身边守护
。十年后，你发光发热，她甚至已不在镜头之内。
过往，勾心斗角的背后，我依然能看见你与身边好友的笑脸，
即使没有镜头，也永远不怕寂寞。
而今你已是主角，身边的红颜好友却退出了这场游戏。

华丽的背后，会不会有那么一丝丝的落寞？
一丝丝的就好。。。
我怀念那一袭红袍，怀念你们的如影随形，怀念她失落时，你的相伴。
她的失落有你，她的荣耀，你在台下默默支持。
而你的荣耀，她却在家守候在电视机前，为你的荣耀骄傲。
我甚至可以想象你骄傲地站在台上时，她在电视机前的欣喜。
如今，我想她甚至忘记了这一个，她也曾经每年参与的盛事。
她选择了退出这场游戏，还有和你永远不会结束的游戏。
而你依然在沉溺，依然在寻找另外一个游戏。

曾经我怨过，怨你没能给她一个结果，导致她的离开。
甚至，离开了我的镜头。还有，她离开时你的怨言。
如今，我释怀了。这都是你们的选择。
她幸福地选择了孩子的笑脸，
你选择了华丽的镜头，
虽然我不知道你没有红颜好友陪伴的镜头会否落寞，
那也无所谓了，你们有你们的选择
，而我选择了永远怀念不会消失的华丽。

一种莫名的心酸

2008-09-17T02:55:00.000-07:00

today is a very significant day to post.
the 1 yr anniversary of sufferings has just passed.. just like that.
if not for my locker password i think i won't rmb bout it.
you + you + you = happy
me = sad
how about others?
joyce5233 dun seem to be very happy.
well, at least this day is not so bad, cos joyce5233 posted smth.
:D
u claim to have given up, but u still can't bear to.
u r just waiting for the day, the day that u long for.
u r just more fortunate.
nvm, shall not harp on sad stuffs.

happy birthday Ada.
not very happy for her, cos she is 1 yr older.
haha.

feeling too sad to post. i think i shall stop here.

2008-09-06T23:55:00.000-07:00

hello world..
time to post again.
i think i have not been posting for a really long time.
this blog seems to be getting rusty..

hmm.. wad to post bout..
tuesday.
i met up with yanyi at amk hub.
it was a good thing i could find and identify her within i think 5 mins?
yeah.. i took a longer time to find janyssa
we dunno wad to say, or rather, i dunno wad to say..
so we walked from toast box all the way to subway and to macs there..
so we ended up eating macs.

it was sort of the first time i took a bus on my own..
i dunno how i could get there in 1 piece..
and i dun even know how come my mom would allow me to go there myself?
if i let her take me there, she would tail behind us and..
i dun want to think bout it..
i think i better continue taking sch bus and let my dad fetch me home.
i dunno how to take bus and dunno even which bus stop to wait.
omg. i nearly went all the way to tpy.

sheesh. what a horrible experience.
i dun want to think bout it anymore.
where did i stop.. oh ya, after macs..
then we went to popular and i bought a new set of french curve..
i hope it wont break like last time...

hmm, wad else shld i type bout?
there was smth wrong with baidu 2 days ago until just now..
then now ok already.
quite random.
i think some day we shld organise a day out with all the sg fans :D
it was quite fun toking and going out with yanyi :D
we sort of click quite well :D
maybe cos we same age:D

tmr sch reopen already.
i hate this feeling.
but its not that bad, cos i finish most of my hw already.
i think this hol i did quite a lot of work, though its like only 1 wk..
i covered most of geog, learnt how to do simultaneous equation de substitution thingy.
so that my tution teacher won't say i so horrible.
and hist, left chap 6.. i hate chap 6, so much jap occupations.
and. chi. i dun think there is zaoju so i think no need to study..
lit, how we supposed to study for lit. that darned charlie and all.
science. i dun feel like continuing with light and electricity.
i think sound is not tested right?
yeah. and i think yanyi sort of motivates me to study! i have found my motivator
and i found a new game..
farm frenzy..
really make me crazy.
its so nice. if only 1 level was like 20 mins instead of 2 plus mins or 5 mins or i dunno.
its so fun :D
gg crazy.. :D
oh ya, i still have eng compre and lit to do..
wth. both so englishly.
i did almost all the maths.
some i dun feel like doing.
how is ms chua going to mark/go thru the paper when like more than half or rather 70% she haven teach?

i think i want a new phone, but dunno wad model i want.
i want W960i, but its like very ex.. i also want W900i, but its too old.
juice bought W760i.
i didn't know she would buy sony ericsson..
i think i would also buy sony..
cos.. of many reasons.
not cos i dun like nokia anymore.

i think i might be changing banner for my skin soon..
a bit of rov maddness.
but i think i must do sc..
cos rov no sc.
anw i have the whole of rov :D
taiwan show is quite cheap.
but there is no original sound for xiao o! :(

i was thinking last night...
wad if they released a duo sound for drive of life.
cos the china ppl speak chi and the hk ppl speak canto.
so if they mix...
its gonna be quite nice.
except that most ppl wont understand.
haha..
but its like so much better if they dun dub..
poor people who dub shows.
always get cursed.
sorry, i think i also cursed u b4.

cant wait for my cds! gallora cd and cd 1 :D
and i hope yanyi can help me get cd 3! then i wil have a complete collection! :D
and the celia haven reply me yet.
how come!?!?!?!? i want my bks.
but i m now quite broke.
i shld start saving up..
i think i need to type my notes already..
bye world!

2008-08-07T19:54:00.000-07:00

great! i changed the banner of my skin :D
i like the be forever hands :D
hh is 10 yrs old :D
the be forever forum is so alive. all hh coffee and 100 yrs of solitude madness! :D
proboards seems dead, i dunno how come.
there seems to be nothing to post.
i m not that sad anymore.
just that its still disappointing.
cos there hasn't been anything going on in the past 2 wks?
but the slim beauty ad rocks :D
and the posters.. i want!
everybody wants.
i wonder if the hk ppl can get it.
i think irene got hers already..

let me haf some hh madness :D
somehow i think ppl at forums can write better than scriptwriters..
hh can make so many other parts and stuff..
lemme write smth..
百年孤独..
时光，让她改变，让她绝望，让她寂寞。时光，让他沉默，让他内疚，让他麻木。回首十年来的路，早已被岁月蒙上了模糊的纱影。一杯咖啡给了他们新的开始，一只打火机让他懂得表达，但那扇向他开启的门让他退却。。。这样聪明的男人却选择了最笨的方法逃避·伤害他心爱的女人。十年，他们错过了彼此十年。但以后的时光，一辈子的十年，他们会一起走过。。。时光让谁更寂寞？

有时候是不是等待比得到更好?那份期待的心情难以用语言来表达那晚了十年的老地方那晚了十年的一个男人那晚了十年的一杯咖啡那晚了十年的一个吻那晚了十年的一个故事

i think many ppl dunno wad i m typing.. but nvm, just skip it if u dun understand. i m just using my blog to keep words and lines and paragraphs that i think of but i know i won't rmb but i want to keep it forever..

i skipped sch today.. again.. 7/7 i skip sch, 8/8 i also skip sch..
9/9? i dunno.
i think thats all.. i dun feel like posting anymore.

2008-07-19T07:25:00.000-07:00

really really sad.. the news totally killed me.
really disappointed in u.

一年再拖一年
你一直在哄骗我们，欺骗我们
一直期待今年的八九月。。。都是因为你。。。
明知道机会非常底，但还是不理不弃的等待着你。
每天至少把两个小时都交给你，除非真的没时间。
是你，只有你，只有你有能力让我，让世界上至少百分之一的人伤心，或者快乐。。。
可能是我们苯吧，也许是上辈子欠你的。。
我们把你当成神，从没想过有任何的回报，但也没想到你会如此对待我们
你可能从来没有把我们放在眼里。
你脑海里只有麦老大和小麦。。

说不期待，是自欺自人可期待，是我不期待的事这是一个矛盾的想法，我期待你记得过去的时光却不愿意你当众说出，仿佛那只是一场戏从不完全明白你的想法，却能理解你的个性从不能完全理解她的举动
我能不能自私地认为，那对你而言，是不一样的。是特别的。
你说出最怀念的时光
你说出的特别待遇
你记得那曾经真心喜爱的角色
当你在说出你最佳搭档之前的犹豫与陈铺
是的，我感动了。
即使随后，你曾经的举动又浮现在我脑海里
虽然你已不再理睬，但我感谢你给了我快乐，让我认识了很多知音
我依然感谢感谢你还记得，记得那个曾经为了你，不顾一切的女人。。。
谢谢你，给了我最美好的回忆。
我无悔追随一个感觉，在我心目中，你是永远，是无可取代
这几年里面，变化很多很多。
认识你前的时光是认识你后最美的回忆
是爱你那么久里没有变过的感情

可能是我想太多了。。。
可能是我们多心了。。

i have to stop thinking. i still have alot alot of work to do.
just pray for miracles..
very tired.
i will just continue reading express weeklys and watching ate..
and listening to ur stuffs in the morning, when i m in the sch bus.
in every 10 secs of mine, at least 3 are urs.
in every 1 million secs of urs, does even 1 belong to me, or us?
u really disappointed us..
nevertheless, i will never give up on you.
pls prove joyce5233 wrong.
pls prove that u still care.
one 小麦 is enough.. i hope. there is no need for 小麦 the second..

only u will be able to stimulate me to write. i think u are the one who stimulated joyce5233 to write...
i just dunno why. i need brainwashing..

2008-07-12T02:11:00.000-07:00

very very tired.
dead beat.
drama night is finally over!
last night was so scary!
we were not prepared for the audience to laugh..
and we din noe it was full house!
great thing it was full house :D
we spent so much time!
b4 the performance, many of the cast started to cry!
omg.. that was such a shock!
nvm, thats over for now. at least a yr or so..

i dunno wads wrong with me..
i studied a bit for sci and i got 6.5/14
i never study for maths n i got 20/20
wth.
nvm. at least i scored well for maths.
:D
this wk not much hw. or rather i did very lil hw.
very long n tiring wk.
stay back every day.
thurs till 9 and yest till 9.30
still very tired tho i slept for 14 hrs.
i think drama night was quite ok.
i hope. cos those ppl at cath class said they heard it sucked.
omg. pls dun say it sucked cos u din put in anything for it.
all of us got scolded by Nathalie, and we spent so much time
and wing lam kept scolding me.. poor me
:(

i missed yest. ep of ate :( its very very nice.
i watched 15 mins of it just now.
very nice! HELEN! <3
everybody <3s Helen <3!
yay~ at least we all <3 xixian :)

the hk seller can't find ate comic for me :( very sad.
i want the ate comic n game!
mouse has both! omg.
i also want the hh book.
:( :( :( :( :C
janyssa got the ate comic, or is gonna get.
and she's gonna get CD 3!!! omg, CD3!
i want CD 1 and 3! :'(

i think i m sick.. i got fever, cough, sneezels, headache and whatnot
i cough very badly.
save me. or let me be sick till mon or tues. and very sick
so i no need to go 2 sch! :D

i think i want to change my banner soon. my fmd fever is not high at all.
i wanna put ate banner.
i dunno when i got time to search 4 1..
i think i have but i dunno where it is.
i dunno where is my old thumb.
my dad is gonna but me 1 today or tmr
i want a parker pen. he dun want to buy 4 me.
he say i still so small, and i got so many pens.
:(
i think thats all 4 now. i dunno when's the next time i will blog.
dun feel like blogging this few wks or mths or i dunno..

bye world! :D

2008-07-05T19:57:00.000-07:00

曾经拥有的，不要忘记；不能得到的，更要珍惜；属於自己的，不要放弃；已经失去的，留作回忆。

2008-07-03T20:50:00.000-07:00

finally changed my skin.. not really, i just changed the banner
so fascinated by the fmd banner! still rmb ep 12! :D so nice!

i skipped sch today.
wont post the reason here..
anw. i woke up at 5.30, normal time.
10, cos i slept enough already
then i went to baidu, proboards and forum..
sudden feeling to read the express weekly articles..
so i went to lfc.
read 10 over articles..
too much to digest, so i stopped.
i stopped at issue 393..
then i decided to read issue 433. til we meet again
u promised to meet again. nothing has happened.
2 yrs flew pass.. still nothin..
played a nice joke on us eh?
that was not very nice.

nvm.. its quite normal.
so much has happened this wk.
but i dun feel like posting at all.
i dunno why,
i 'd rather go to joyce5233 forum, or to forums, or read story

today got ate!!! cant wait..
but today's ep no helen..
sighs.. have to wait til monday
nvm.. used to waiting anw..
i feel pessimistic~
i think its high time i go n collect pix already.

there seem to be alot of new pix and banners ppl posted..
very nice ones..
shld i go 4 cca tmr.
i dun feel like going.
i dun feel like doing anything

i typed some quotes from express weekly..
i might post it here.

i'd rather 100 express weekly than 1 movie.
express weekly is quite nice to read, i want new ones..
a picture speaks a thousand words
i dun mind exchanging 1 sec of screentime in connected for 1000 words in a new express weekly
pls come back, i m dying for express weekly..
i feel wierd.. nvm..

2008-06-23T02:20:00.000-07:00

1st day of sch..
man and the other band ppl never come to sch..
the class seems so empty..
i feel so sick and tired today..
my heart aches.. then my stomach. actually i can't tell which part..
so practically, i just dun feel right..

last night only slp 2 to 3 hrs..
very tired..
but cannot slp now.. going for dinner in another 10 mins
with my relatives.. maybe going to the singapore fly? is it?
i dunno..
why must they choose the 1st day of sch. just cos they dun go to sch
so tiring.
save me..

today i gave 2 bday presents to ppl..
one to desiree and the other to ms wan..
i never bring the card!!!!!
i just give them the present
then when ely n me give the pressie to ms wan, i dunno wad to say
so i just say happy birthday
and byebye
then it feels wierd.. and ely was like..
nvm.. thats over.

still got quite alot of work haven do yet..
i think i m dying.
i m getting lazier and lazier
i only started all my hw last night..
and obvious, i m not super man
even if i was, i cant finish so much work
and i cant find my chinese 2B bk..
do i buy a new 1?
very ex leh

tmr got cca..
i dun want to be a little girl for drama night..
i dun want to tie 2 retarded ponytails..
and i dun want to wear pyjamas..
just now juicy said mr armstrong called her pyjami girl!
i dun want!!!!
very tired.. can dun go 4 cca?
obvious cant. drama night coming soon already
luckily we all have no lines..
if not die..

its a good thing i have finally decided to post..
:D
jessie posted some of the banners i sent her..
very nice.. quite long never see already
i think i must either look for me old thumb,
or go n find more pix..
cos i think now flobo forum and the other forums all got new banners!
i think its time i change my blogskin..
need to find time to see how to make.
and i still need to think wad to buy man..
omg.. so much to do!
oh ya, must link jessie. and i think i must update my links..

omg.. i shld have done all these during the hols..
now no time.
how? how? how..
must go out soon already, need to dry my hair.
i think i will link jessie first..
then i gotta go

2008-06-19T05:24:00.001-07:00

i haven posted since. i dunno how long already
sudden urge to post.. so here i m.
i think i'll do the quiz janyssa lim did.. it looks fun :D

Name 9 songs in your mind and answer the following questions.

1. the love we make
2. 不是我的
3. 浮夸
4. 无用的我
5. 对你，我用不放弃
6. 水造了我
7. 悲哀不悲哀
8. 逃避你
9. wisely files theme

What do you remember when you hear no.4?
tguit. wad else? ko san?

Does no.8 make you happy?
no. it just makes me think of helen and tim

Has no. 3 made you cry?
no, its a dumb song

In what occasion did you hear no. 9?
b4 and sometimes after i watch wisely files

Do you miss no.7?
no

Which lyrics do you like the best from no.1?
the whole song

Do you imagine something when you hear no.2?
no

Who do you remember when you hear no. 6?
the singer?

When was the last time you heard no .3?
in heart of greed, ha yu's ringtone

Who told you about no. 8?
nobody.. i was fated to hear it.. and like it?
heard it from ate mv

Does no. 9 inspire your life?
i dunno.. all i noe is that once wisely files finish i won't hear it and i'll just 4get bout it

Does no. 5 tell about your feelings?
hmm.. no.. well.. abit..

What do you feel when you hear no.7?
uh.. wad am i supposed to feel?
wish the start of the song din have that sort of vibration, cos its not very nice

Do you smile when you hear no 1?
no..its a rocky song, how to smile? it makes me think of the hot dance

When was the first time you heard no.1?
um.. 3 yrs ago when i found 530, then there were songs there so i d/l and i like the love we make..so.. ya..

If you could dedicate no. 9 to someone, who would it be?
wisely and bai su!! and prob gallen :D currently i <3>

Does no. 7 mean a alot to you?
no.. it doesn't mean anything.. its just a nice song

What's so special about no 2?
uh.. its one of me fave songs.. and.. how would i noe.. i just happened to think of it!

Would you sing no.1 to anyone?
no.. can't sing it.. too hard, only talented ppl can sing it..
also, i dun sing to ppl..

Does no.8 remind you of someone?
yah, helen n tim

Do you want to hear no.3 right now?
no.. its dumb.

Can you remember clearly the first time you heard no.3?
why got so many questions on no.3?

1. Put your music player on shuffle.2. Press forward for each question.3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING! 4. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.*****

How are you feeling today?
Ans: 岁月的童话
huh? i dunno wad to say

will you get far in life?
Ans: 相信直觉
means if i believe my instinct then i can get far? or what?

How do your friends see you?
Ans: 重复犯错
this is wierd.. how to answer!

Will you get married?
Ans: 红日
the day i get hot, how do i get hot? sunburn? yeah, the day i get sunburn i will get married.

What's your best friend's theme song?
Ans: 泥公仔
this is tracy's theme song, tracy is me best friend? yippeee!!!

What was primary school like?
Ans: 爱得起
um. means not very good, but still ok? i dunno

How can you get ahead in life?
Ans: K歌之王
um.. do i have to be a singer to get ahead in life?

What is the best thing about your friends?
Ans: Crying in the party
my friends cry in parties.. no.. i dun think they do..

What is in store for this weekend?
Ans: 你不是好情人
no comments

What song describes you?
Ans: 未来没法计算
yeah! something not so wierd now..
yea.. my future is just those few words..

To describe your grandparents?
Ans: 红衣天使
huh?

How is your life going?
Ans: 下一站天后
huh?

What song will they play at your funeral?
Ans:对你太在乎
i dun think they will play this song at my funeral..

How does the world see you?
Ans: 路直路弯
um...

Will you have a happy life?
Ans: 苦口良药
wad does it mean? i must undergo bitterness to taste sweetness?

What do your friends think of you?
Ans: 两个我
yeah! right!

Do people secretly lust after you?
Ans: 对你，我永不放弃
not very connected..

What should you do with your life?
Ans: 相爱6年
i must love my life for 6 yrs, and prob longer.. hmm..

Will you ever have children?
Ans: 淘汰
hmm. this sounds right.. totally impossible.. OUT!

1. Name one person who always texts you.
huh?

2. Do you think some people are born stupid?
nah, human nature all the same. its whether u r willing to become smart or what path ur parents choose 4 u..

3. Name one negative thing about you?
ask my family n frens, i dunno

4. Status?
Single.

5 . What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
eating chicken wing, watching golden faith and drinking ice water..

6. Sport you wanted to learn?
i dun like sports

7. Ever tried gymnastics?
no, but if i could i would

8. What was the last thing you bought?
stuff at popular

9. Do you talk a lot?
obvious!

10. Do you believe that love is blind?
yeah

11. Where is your brother?
wads with my bro? he is watching tv, at home

12. How was your day yesterday?
worse than today

13. What is the last ice cream flavor you had?
vanilla and strawberry.. at carosel..

14 . Are you an optimistic one?
nah, i m quite pessimistic

15 . People describe you as....
why dun u ask them

16. Contented in life?
no. i wish i have a pair of fairy godparents who will grant my every wish

18. Are you happy with the love of your life?
no..

19. Do you skip meals?
sometimes, very seldom

20. Do you consider yourself smart?
hmm.. i dunno how to answer

21. What color is your gate?
gate? wad gate.. is this question redundant?

22. Reason for living?
i dunno.. haven found it yet

23 . Are you typically a jolly person?
hmm. sort of..

24 . Name one enemy of yours
too many to chose from

25. Name one close girl friend
am i close to anybody??

26. Now, who's the first person in your mind?
i really dunno..

27. What did the last text message you received say?
its from jessie, a new fren i made at forum..
um.. she replied my sms to her cos i replied to her when i gave her my no. and asked her to sms me so i can have her no.

28. Do you go to the gym?
no

29. Song playing at the moment
golden faith subtheme

30. How do you cope with stress?
haven tot of it yet

31. Ever broken someone's heart?
i think so

32. What makes you happy?
slacking, stoning, laughing, go forum, watch nice shows, have freedom, go bugis without having to worry bout anything.. i want slacker 4 meeting!!!!!

33. What is the last thing you said aloud?
i 4got.. haven said anything in quite a while.

34. How much is your tuition fee?
hundreds??

36. Last person you texted? About what?
jessie

37. Last thing you ate?
chicken wings, prawn noodle.. shall i type everything i ate today?
still got chipster hot n spicy, chocolates, subway chicken, ham and bacon with cheese, fried mee hon. what else???

38. Ever made someone cry?
yeah.. i rmb me n this person made this guy cry at cath class.. and many other ppl cry cos i bully them..

40. Favorite song when you're drunk?
i hate wine and beer.. so bitter.. used to like wine though

1.How old you wish you were?
21 and forever 21.

2.Where were you when 911 happens?
if there is another 911 this yr, i prob will be in the cinema with all my frens watching connected!!!!!!!! so fun just thinking bout it.. only 3 ppl including me shld be going if connected airs in sg..

3.What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
it never steals my money, it only gave me money, i like the one in temasek poly design sch. it gave me about nearly 1 buck..

4. Do you count yourself kind?
i dunno.. i do charity work half for the sake of cip.

5. If you have a tattoo where would it be?
i dunno, never intended to have tattoos

6. If you could be fluent in other language what would it be?
canto.. eng, chi, i think thats bout all.

7. Do you know your neighbours?
no.. i move here not very long only..

8. What do you consider a vacation?
at least a 3mth holiday?

9. Do you follow your horoscope?
sometimes

10. Would you be movie for the person you loved?
huh?

11. Do you get touched easily?
no

12. Dream job?
too many.. it changes like once every fortnight or so..

13. Favourite channel?
107! :D <3>

14. Favourite place you go on your weekends?
sleep at home

15. Showers or baths?
i dun like to bathe.. or shower..

16. Do you paint your nails?
no.. waste time n it stinks..

17. Do you trust people easily ?
no..

18. What are your phobias ?
being alone..

19. Do you want kids?
no

20. Do you keep a handwritten journal?
no

21. Where would you rather be right now?
no where else?

22. Who makes you warm and fuzzy?
My bed

23. Heavy or light sleeper?
very light

24. Are you paranoid?
sometimes.. over some stuffs

25. Are you impatient?
very

26. Who can you relate to?
nobody

27. What's your main ringtone on your mobile?
my phone is put on silent 24/7.. when my dad force me to put ringtone i use incoming with say out caller's name..

28. What were you doing at midnight last night?
eating.. watching golden faith

29. Whose bed did you sleep last night?
mine. duh

30. What colour shirt are you wearing right now?
white

31. Name three things you have all the time?
water, phone,my clothes?

32. What colour are your bed sheets?
blue and some yellow

33.How much cash do you have right now?
i dun have money with me!

34. What is your favourite part of chicken?
wing

35. What's your favourite town/city?
singapore..

36. I cant wait till ... ?
i m 21? or the next holiday

37. What did you have for dinner last night?
food.. fried meehoon..

38. Do you own a gun ?
toy gun

39. What did you prefer to drink in the morning?
ice water?

40. Where do you think you will be in 10 years time?
i dunno.. but i noe in 10 yrs and minus a few tens of days, i will gather with my net frens n we will go to some place we fantasize..

41. Last thing you ate?
pork chop at astons

42. What songs do you sing in showers?
i dun sing when i bathe

43. Last thing that make you laugh?
some dumb stuffs my dad said in the car last night

44. Worst injury you ever had ?
um.. fell and injured my knees.. ouch..

45.What's your favourite candy ?
alot.. i currently like chocolate more

46.What song do you want to play at your funeral ?
never thought of it.. i dunno.. i dun want to have funeral, i wanna live 4eva

47. 10 random ppl to do this quiz?
breakfast club
jessie
um.. janyssa lim do already..
li yan
i dunno.. anybody who happens to see this quiz.. and feels like doing it

i finally finish doing this dumb quiz already..
sighs. i still have alot alot alot of hw..
gonna die.. how?how? luckily my tution teacher noe i do last minute work so she only gave me a bit of work. :D
haha, yesterday me n janyssa lim were flooding proboards.. so fun! only both of us were online and we replied threads one after another! :D then when we finally realised that we were flooding the forum, we tok on msn instead!!!! :D
i think everybody is very excited bout connected.. and i came up with a conclusion that we all shall not be so excited.. cos the higher our hopes, the more disappointed we get, just like mad detective.. sighs..
on 11 sept, if connected airs, we shall all go and watch it together and scream like mad woman tho its not scary..
i think i really have to go n do me hw now.. or later cannot watch golden faith and wisely files.. then i cry!
oh ya.. i need to buy bday pressie for ms wan.. i dunno wad to buy.. die!!!!! mon got rme already..

2008-05-30T07:00:00.000-07:00

i realised that there is nothing much to do besides posting..
so by the requests of the ppl at my tagboard, i shall post.
i dun seem to enjoy posting.. i dunno why
but i decided, on this very special day, i shall make a post
this special occasion :D u know it if u know it, if u dunno, u r not meant to know, so nvm..

hmm.. animation is finally over!
last whole wk was drawing and drawing, not drawing, sketching..
omg, i seriously hate it!
then this wk. we did some stuffs on the com
quite chim, actually i dun really know wads going on..
and i have no interest in what i did..
so i just do..

today i din have my brain n my heart with me.
i was waiting for bday mv 08 :D
have to wait till tmr.. good stuffs have to wait..

currently very in love with playing diner dash 2..
now at level 46, dunno how come i just can't pass that level
from yesterday play until today, still can't pass it!!

very happy that hard fate finally started :D
it was bout 10 days ago :D
but the nice part almost no more already.. :C, which is very saddening
i dun like the back part.. not very nice :C
can't wait for ate..
wait.. i rather ate dun start yet
cos when ate start airing then sch start already

very tiring, i have been sleeping for very very long hours..
and still very tired
down with super bad cough and sometime feel hot and cold..
i think i m getting super sick
my throat hurts, and also my voice change

:(
temasek poly is so huge!!
quite a waste of land..
the food is damn nice.
according to Ms Nee, there are 6 canteens in TP..
woa..
1 canteen alone is already so marvellous!
1 million times better than our sch canteen..
compare the quality of the food, and the price...
sighs..
frankly, the only thing i liked is the food there..
we never go business sch, keep saying wanna go, but never go :(
i dun think we will ever get a chance to go there again.. unless go there 4 3 yrs..
haha..
the sch director very funny

we were the only sec 2s there..
everyone else is sec 3..
the bedok green ppl very irritating..
especially someone..
sighs..
at least its finally over..

i am quite scared of animation already

next sun is going jurong thingy day..
is man going? i dunno, i dun think so, i think she will be in hk. :( sighs
which is also Des's bday :D

the wk after is cream's bday, and church camp :(
then last wk of hols..
then sku..
pls get time to stop..
i m really tired, 4 wks ain't enough..
actually 4 us is only 3 wks..

i <3 fmd!! :D
feel abit random, but i still <3 it! :D

next wk still got extra maths lesson..
very tired..
dun feel like going, but have to go.
if not ms chua teach the maps n scales dun understand
and yay! i having a new tution, its very near my hse :D
thats a very very good thing :D

i dun feel like posting anymore, post for like bout half an hr already
shall stop now..
byebye..
i miss writing long letters..
thats the only good thing bout normal sch days,
we can pass letters, and write new ones..
hmm.. i think its bout all,
bye world!

2008-05-11T23:48:00.001-07:00

been years since i posted..
so much happened.. but i just din feel like postin...
tmr going sentosa :D i dunno how long i never go adey...

sighs.. some ppl keep typing at ely's tagboard.. those ppl haf gots nothing to do.. poor ely's tagboard..

i lost 18 times to man and won her 3 times.. won her only in fishing... hahaz.. i will force my papa to buy me wii..
then i will practice and win u!!
i need to get at least 2 As and all pass..
i think its quite impossible.. but nvm..

everywhere seems so dead.. i dunno why
my blog is like the deadest.
thats why i decided to post..

later going ms wan's house for party..
i dun think i will like it alot..
i would rather go man's house..
but nvm.. just go la.. anw i already got my maid to prepare to fried rice..
i dunno what else to bring there..

i m seriously in love with playing cards with $$ !
i won like 20 over bucks.. then lost a bit..
then going to play again..
i think i will stop posting..
cos i dunno what to type anymore.. and i feel like playing cards :D

btw.. man, u owe me 2 letters!!!
i will give u 1 tmr..

2008-04-25T20:29:00.000-07:00

hello world!
i have not been postin for quite a while.. had a draft on wed, but dunno where it went adey..
so nvm.. just posting :D
stil very tired.
wed..
had to clear our damn lockers.. and i think my lockers this term quite ok..
at least i only needed one bag. haha.
as creamie said, it was ij sacking day..
haha.
then i stayed back to do the maths test with cookie cream..
din do much tho..
sighs.. i failed the test cos i din want to do finish.. sighs
such a failure

thurs..
eng exam..
very very hard!
sighs..
dunno wad the hell they were asking 4 and toking bout.
nvm.. i just hope i dun fail.. :(
aft eng exam i went to cream's house.. supposingly to study..

fri..
exam oso very hard.. sighs.. i wrote gong han.. i think it was like easier..
sighs...

actually there is almost nothing to post..

2008-04-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

monday again..
sheesh.. very tired
there is like so much to do.. and i dun feel like doing anything
thats y i m posting
have to do hist notes..
i have a bad feeling that i m gonna fail quite alot of subjects n i m not going to score very well..
urgh.. sighs
i hate bitches!!! and attention seekers and their voices..
sighs.. they piss me off
many ppl piss me off.. sighs..
i have no choice..

i just bought new calculator yesterday.
sighs..
and mango cake, which i brought today to share :D
yay!
sighs..
very tired.
i dun feel like typing anymore, my posts seems to get shorter and shorter.
omg.. i stil have to do the informational report corr and drama journal..
got alot to do.. i think i have to stop here

2008-04-19T21:21:00.000-07:00

i so long haven post yet.. hmm. let me start now..
hmm wed..
nothing much.. got 2 free om periods
and then hmm.. went home.. and did something bout the rt person thing
found who she is after like 1 hr plus?
ya.. trace and search 4 so long
then thurs..
nothing much too...
there is prob stuffs.. but i cant rmb..
haha.. nvm then
fri..
haha.. i can rmb!!!
fantasia!
haha.. man was so dead
and she stoned so many times and never play.. haha
then her evil senior tole her that she needs to stay until 10
when it was like only 9.10
then ely had to go home..
me n cream wanted to wait 4 her..
so we walked and walked and walk around..
then i think bout 9.30, alot of band ppl came out already...
then we saw man's mom
she asked if we wanted to supper with her..
then we say ok..
then we chong into the room?path? dunno how to describe that thingy
then we went to this toilet where got alot of band ppl..
then we saw cookie..
and man..
:D
cookie seemed a bit sick..
poor cookie
then we got man out and go eat supper with her
we went to novena the c-nai cafe
i ordered mango king (yea cream, mango again) i <333 mangoes!
and ham& egg sandwich
man again eat 2 mouth of marcoroni and say she is full already..
always like that one..
but this time she drank alot more iced lemon tea that last time's lemon ribena
haha..
then my mom came..
then she went to order takeaway for my doodle n my bro
then she asked for the bill for our table..
then the person asked her to wait
she tot they would add the bill to the takeaway..
actually man's mom pay already..
hmm..
then we sent cream home..
then came home

yesterday..
went for cath class..
quite boring as usual.
haha! and i din noe that tatyana was tvb fan too
she looks so ang-moh fan!!!
haha.. :D
i learnt something..
never judge a book by its cover!
:D:D
hmm.. now watching brink of law..
yest i watched the repeat 4 DIF iv..
very very nice..
it makes me very obsessed. :D
haha..
i think thats bout all :D
bya

2008-04-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

my 50th post!
hmm.. i m starting to lose interest in watching tv..
sighs..
DIF iv started 15 mins ago and i m not watching.. i m just posting...
just finished posting at slacker 4 blog..
hmm.. i can't make the skin yet.. no time.. and too lazy..
have to wait :D
hmm.. luckily today got no hw.
i haven even started studying.. omg. i din do anything today yet..
today eng was really boring.. drama n chi too..
i fell asleep in chi for like 5 mins.. i was really tired..
sighs..
then maths was like dunno wads going on.
geog passed really fast.. hist oso
ms mara came in and say that ld was cancelled cos ms charmaine never come..
again.. thats quite good too.. cos i was really tired.. anyway we dun really do much in cca..
we do more when we stay back as a grp..
Amanda can't come 4 cca cos of gep..
so we just slack and stone and hear wad Gloria says..
n i dun really understand..
i m officially promoting poetry night here!
date: 23 may '08
time: at night will update asap
venue: ijtp sec hall of faith
price : most prob $4.90..
pls come n support..
btw.. there is most prob only 250 seats.. so ya..

i slept for like 5 hrs just now.. still very tired.. nvm..
sheesh.. exam is like next wk..
urgh!!!! sighs..
save me!
sighs..
i will be typing lesser 4 me blog post cos i will post on the slacker 4 blog too..
hence, lesser to type..

oh ya.. tmr haf to stay back 4 45 mins after sku 4 maths.. <>
dun feel like posting anymore..
bye world!

2008-04-14T07:21:00.000-07:00

hmm.. seem to be very very busy!!
sighs.. i htink i m bend on study and trying to score well 4 my exam.. which also means that i have to spend more time studying and not much time fooling, slacking around and doing stuffs that i <3!! :( simply so saddening.. but i believe hard work will pay off :D
hopefully i can score well :D
haha..
hmm.. today ely finally tole us the user n pswd of the slacker 4 blog.. i officially post the link here:
http://slacker4.blogspot.com
great.. pls go n visit
though like nothing has been done yet..
i have yet to do the skin, post bout slacker 4 and stuff and tagboard... there is so much to do.
i think i will do it after the exams.
okok.
today..
morning.. lit and eng sucked!! so boring.. i nearly fell asleep!! sighs..
then chi.. i was stoning and crapping around.. and writing letter to man!
haha..
then sci.. did something... i dunno wasn't paying much attention..haha... nvm.. i never pay attention..
then we left earlier for the netball thingy..
it was super boring. meaningless and wadnot.. sighs..
mr jiow actually volunteered 4 us to walk there..
actually he din tell me, but when i asked him he showed me that face that... hmm.. just tole me tat ya.. he did ...
sighs..
hmm.. i feel that i m starting to lose my love 4 jj and my ultimate obsession.. sighs.. its really horrible..
feeling, please come back!!!
sighs.
we had free carrot juice.. i think i took bout 20 bottles..
haha, why not.. cos its free! haha!
now its lying in me fridge.. dunno whether can finish by next mth or not.. cos of expiry date.
then 4 dinner. i went to astons..
no pork chop, no baked potato today.. sighs. wrong day 2 go ):
sighs..
i think i need to go n sleep soon already.. very tired, i think i will on the aircon now.
oh ya.btw.. hh3 is starting tmr, i must rmb!!! cannot miss the first ep where they mention annie!!!
annie the goddness!! haha.. i learnt it form the china fans!!
all the forums still seem quite dead..
oh ya.. i haven post bout yesterday the movie thingy..
sighs. i seriously can't believe it! mad detective only won 1 prize!! :( sighs..
that andy lau movie won so damn much prize la! hmph!
:( i still love mad detective!!! :):):)

tmr is cookie bday.. i dunno wad is in plans..
HAPPY BDAY COOKIE :D haha.
anw.. nitenite..

2008-04-11T19:57:00.001-07:00

yesterday was super tiring
for another time i'd rather not get in 4 om..
yesterday was totally free periods..
even sci oso free for us.
we did stuff in the sci lab, stoned and they on-ed the video
but i didn't watch
pe oso free period. except for those who never take 5 items yet or failed
i m happy and proud to say.. that i think 2/2 all passed and we're fit!
heehee.. i think its quite lame tho.. nvm
then om, lit was free for us too.. lit not really
om time, our whole om group went to lib..
supposingly to study..
but ty did her aep thing n i din really study much
i dun really noe wad is the definition of studying..
n all the years i never study so ppl write notes i write notes..
but i get bored halfway.
so i stopped..
then we felt that the lib was too quiet...
and i think we were scared that there were others ex-cluding us, the librarian, the books and students..
so we started talking and talking..
n ah shit said that she as premature and her bro was over-mature and had to come out by a sucker machine..
they we tole her it was not a sucker machine but was a vacuum..
then we talked crap and laughed and laugh
many times the librarian sort of came to hint that we were too noisy..
but we din care!!!
haha... then when almost double om finish the librarian ask us to go out cos the lib closing.
then we went back 4 lit and copy the notes.
then maths we had the competition..
colourful markers won!! haha.. its such a lame name.. but nvm.
then was chi.. we did the lian xi and lao shi had to go earlier for her course i think
hmm.. i like a class with only 20 ppl :D quite nice.. and chi was even better only bout 10 ppl..

after school..
i stayed back for nothing
ms mara never tell us that ld meeting was cancelled!!!
sighs.. 1 hr wasted!
nearly stayed back for longer time.. luckily i called my dad in time then can go home!!!
hmm..

then i went home, didn't bathe n just lie down, on aircon n watch DIF IV.. very very nice..
still <3>
but i like dif4.. :> hmm.. dunno really noe..
maybe i shld change channels n watch both!
thats wad i did when both tits n tguit were airing at the same time!
but i missed alot of nice parts.. luckily i knew which eps got the nicest parts..
if not miss then cry!
after dif4, i watch a bit of le femme desprado..
its quite boring.. after watching dif4.. so i went to sleep.
then woke up at bout 10 plus..

read some ppl's blog, went to forums, ate twisties..
and ate breakfast.. n posted..
i think i shld go bathe now..
feeling quite hot, cath class starts at 3.30 today.. still dun feel like going..
sighs..
omg.. i realised i posted so much!
oh ya btw..HAPPY INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY!! to all my frens n their frens and the whole world :D

2008-04-10T05:40:00.000-07:00

horribly tired... sighs..
nothing much to do..
dun think there is any hw..
even so, i dun feel like doing
just feel like watching tv,
or sleep..
sighs, i wanna watch DIF IV,
but its so late already
and i wanna sleep

sighs.. tmr is fri..
finally.. but i dun like fri actually.
hmm.. shld i go fantasia..
i dun think i wanna go..
very ex, and not worth
totally dumb and boring
man keeps pestering me to go..
but i find it so dumb..
how?!

today got alot of happenings..
hmm.. during sci..
very very gooey.. yuck!
so much yuckey and all that crap
i never watch the full vid.

then was recess...
i din feel like eating meat..
or even anything
just bought some snacks...
sighs... so pissed!

the during maths, something disasterous happened!
ms chua read the elyman dictionary
omg... i think she felt that we were lame..
thats not very bad..
i just find it very bad that she read it..
sighs, its horrible!

um... then was pft 5 items
i passed!!! everything!!!
yay!! i think i got bronze..
at least i din get purple..

still very tired.. dun feel like doing anything
i think i want a new phone,
but i dunno wad model to buy
there does not seem to have any nice model
sighs, now i dun even feel like blogging!
sighs.. i dun even haf hard fate fever.
thats very very very bad..
sighs.. i have lost all my feelings!!!
save me someone..
next tues got hh3.. i think i m watching
maybe just a few eps..
quite a waste of time actually
i just wanna hear annie!
so pathetic... only one mention
dun even have a pic~sighs..
sighs, i m so pissed!
everything seems to piss me off!
sighs..
i dun think i wanna blog anymore already.
i wanna go inside n watch DIF IV..
i hope tmr lit can go pa room
i hate class.. very hot!!!
sighs..
save me someone!!!

2008-04-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

hmm.. very very tired..
just now i slept for like 4 hrs? in the afternoon..
still very tired..
just finished bathing...
n my hair is soaking wet...
nvm.. i dun care.. it will get dry soon..
still very tired..

i think i like posting short sentences...
its looks nicer...
:D:D hahaz.. hmm.. shall continue
urgh.. still very tired.. n thinking bout wad to post
feeling really random..
who cares.. everyone is random

urgh.. i think i post bout today
hmm.. first morning assembly..
b4 and after that, i felt really hot
then lit.. i din really noe wad was going on..
i was writing man's letter :D
hahas.. its duh more fun than lit
we went to PA room..
i think cos mr. armstrong also feeling hot..
that was quite good :D
cos got aircon :D yays.
hmm.. how nice it'll be if class got aircon
still very tired leh..

then was eng.. very boring..
i was just copying down the points for the imformational report
sheesh.. and man took so long to write me letter
she gave me the letter during sci in sci lab
then i finished her letter in sci and assembly.
now she owes me a letter
hmm..
today's assembly sucked!!! waste our time!
sighs, we got no PC one.
but they almost every wk also make us stay back..
so mean!
and this i dunno wad band came n perform
n they tok in i dunno wad kind of angmoh..
so horrible, i dunno wad they saying..
n i din understand a single thingy...
i just stoned. and wrote man's letter..
and crapping around

damn it i think someone pushed me down when we were exiting the hall
then i fell over the standing broadjump mat..
ouch!!!
not very very pain la.. but still ouchie!

i think i m gonna train a bit for 5 items..
cos i already passed my 2.4..
not very worth if i were to fail 5 items n get purple!
sighs.
i hate everything! sighs..
i think i must study..
must think how to .
its not that easy!
sighs.. i love to grumble..
i noe. do i haf a choice?
sighs..
i really need a pair of fairy godparents..
i need my wishes to be granted badly!!!

i think i need to do my eng n maths and whatnot now..
i dun wish to chong thru' tmr .
i wish i dun haf to do hw..
so boring. like shit one..
sighs..
i think i cant post anymore..
cos i got no time n nothing to type anymore..
urgh.. sighs..
i dunno how come i sigh so much!!
sighs.... i think no more already..
oh ya.. byebye!
i love byebyeing today

2008-04-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

sighs.. very tired..
still suffering from yesterday's run..
dun feel like doing hw..
i think got chi that has to be handed in tmr only..
but i dunno how to do.. n am too lazy to do..
i think its zuo wen reflection on fri's test thingy.
dunno wad to write cos i cant rmb... sighs..
shld i wear my new shoes tmr or can i? i dunno i hope its 60-70% white
sighs.. save me..
man's blog cant be read.. i dunno how come..

i cooked today!
cos doodle need to practise for her home econs test on fri..
i cooked baked rice with spagetti sauce and baked rice with chicken sauce!!
with alot alot alot of cheese!!! mozeralla chesse..
luckily my mom made me tea.. i think that reduced the amt of fats...
i think i gained like so much weight.. but nvm la.. cant help it..
there is a price to pay with yummy food..
sighs.. still very tired.. dun feel like doing..
save me!! man!!!
i wanna change blogskin.. i think i noe how to make already..
but no time.. still have to bathe n do chi compo and whatnot..
sighs..

next mth 20th got hard fate!!! cant wait!
i think its gonna bring up me fever!
yay!! cant wait!! hurry come..
sighs.. another how long is SA! dun feel like studying
i need help! i cant study alone.. i think i shld organise afternoon study for breakfast club!
then it will be study club instead of breakfast club!
sighs.. i dunno if it'll work out..
hmm..
hard fate after exams just nice!
then july gots ate!!! YAY!!! i love ate n helen!! YAY!!

yesterday i went to my dad's friend's i dunno which daughter's 21st bday
at wild wild wet...
i tole man then she ask if i swam..
so shallow.. i went at night.. www closed already... only the chalet..
sighs.. the food there was not very nice.. but got alot of food..
my mom promised me a bday party next yr if i score well.
if i dun then i haf to wait for sweet 16 bday..
hmm.. i think its worth studying.. i want a party!!!

sighs. still dun feel like doing my hw or bathing..
all the forums r like so dead..
and i feel so random.. just typing n typing..
sighs.. i dunno wad to type anymore already...
tmr got lit, eng, chi n sci..
all i hate.. i dun think i like any subjects..
my legs still very painful.. n still feel like puking..
maybe tmr i dun wanna go sku.... sheesh.. i dunno la.
i haf to bully man..
hmm... i think i type enough..
i feel dirty.. time to bathe..
byes.. i think thats all 4 today..

2008-04-04T20:51:00.000-07:00

very tired.. but i passed!! :D:D:D yay!!! i tot i sure fail one..
i just finish running less than 1 hr ago... i dun think later i can go cath class, feel like puking still.. very headache.. my legs r wobbly.. sighs..
we din get in 4 om.. thats very very sad.. cos we put in so much work n effort.. somemore man's grp so many lessons only slack n play.. the first few lesson, or shld i say, right from the first lesson we already on track.. sheesh.. it seems so unfair!
nvm.. i already got over it. sighs..
hmm.. i think i passed partly cos of new shoes..
i like my new shoes.. but i think its not 70% white.. dunno whether can wear not.. sighs.. nvm..
its not very worth spending like 100 plus bucks for a pair of shoes.. but who cares. nike designs not very nice.. erke one nicer. i think its also cos down there dun haf much designs
yay.. i eating my fried rice for lunch :D:D yays.. i trying to have the egg over the rice.. i think it'll be nicer :D:D

2008-04-01T04:58:00.000-07:00

very tired...
om sucks.. but i want to get selected.. sighs.. so much work to do..
did quite alot today. went to ty's house..
hmm.. i'd rather go ah man's house to play.. but haf to do om..
omg.. today was funny!!! we all tricked ah man.. well i think i deserve more credit! hahaz..
so funny.. i shall post more bout the trick..
we were doing om.. then i got really thirsty.. so i asked ppl to go downstairs to get water with me.. then i think like everyone went down.. then i asked ah shit if she wanted me to call man.. cos hmm.. i just wanted to tok 2 her.. then i just called her.. but when i called her, i din noe wad to tok bout then i just toked crap.. then they were like hinting to trick her.. so i was like today how come u never come 2 sku.. u n ely never come to sku then she was so freaked out.. then we keep saying that tmr then is e-learning.. then we keep exaggerating. and crapping around.. then she got even more scared.. then i kept wanting to laugh... then i talk a bit more then i hung up already.. then a min or so later she called me and tole me it was e-learning day.. n she even tole me ely told her.. hahaz.. if not for ely she die already.. hahaz.. we all had a good laugh..
sighs. so much to do for om.. i very tired.. type a while then ended up doing e-learning.. sighs..
no time already. got so much to do..
stopping here.. byes

2008-03-30T02:08:00.000-07:00

omg.. so tired.. i seriously feel very old.. sighs.. pls save me!
urgh! i having so much regrets!!! save me i dun wish to regret anymore.. i m like regretting all that i have done..
just now.. i went to buy sequins to sew on the costume 4 om tmr.. then i was thinking how to keep all the sequins.. then i rmb-ed that last time me couz got this whole box of beads.. inside got alot of compartments to store the beads.. then i was thinking where to buy that kind of box.. then we went to buy a flask to put food.. then doodle walked around n she saw the box.. but it wasnt very ideal.. cos it only had 8 compartments n each compartment was too big for sequins.. then nvm.. i just bought it..
then we couldn't find a suitable flask.. so we din buy the flask there.. then we went to sheng siong.. to find flasks.. then there.. doodle saw the exact same box that i bought.. i bought the box for $2.50 n sheng siong sold it for only $1.20!!!! sighs.. thats not all.. i also saw another box with 15 compartments!!! just nice! sighs.. n it was only $2.10!!! urgh.. that is 1 of the very minor regrets.. sighs..
save me!
in the morning we went to the temple to pay respects <> to my grandfather.. very hot, warm, smoky, and whatnot.. sighs. .i was very bored too.. then we went to our blk 61 house n eat.. very yummy.. n very fattening! yummy foods come with a price.. then just now i was eating a piece of roast duck skin.. got so much oil.. but i loved the feeling.. when i bite it then all the oil spill out!!! so delicious.. heavenly foods~ urgh.. then got so much oil.. i knew i need to spit the oil out n rinse my mouth.. but it was simply too yummy.. so i just swallowed the whole mouth of oil.. urgh.. sighs..
then.. we came home.. nothing else already.
yesterday.. i skipped cath class to go for the st nics run fiesta.. i guess the stuff there were just EXPENSIVE.. can u understand the term expensive? omg.. 1 can of drink they sold for $3! thats wad happens during a carnival.. during our last time the carnival oso like that. sighs... ya. n i now not so regret not going st nics.. cos after raising funds here go there still need to raise funds.. can die one.. met ah man n ely there.. ate chesse fries together.. i think we shld also sell cheese fries during IJ fiesta.. sure got alot of business one.. um.. ya. not much to type bout yesterday..
actually i din really enjoy there.. n i think everything i skip cath class for does not come to a good end... sighs.. i learnt my lesson. i shall not skip cath class so often anymore.. anyway, i cant afford to... sighs.. ... ya.. n thats like all..
tmr is sports day!! YAY! so fast sat n sun gone already sighs. still haven go to astons n eat yet.. but went to hg blk 212 n eat mixed grill! very yummy too..
i think tmr i going to bring alot alot of fried rice.. hahaz.. i bring 2 flasks of fried rice!! now that i gots a new flask. i can bring food to school more often..
sometimes i dun really understand many ppl.. nvm.. this line is pretty redundant..
hmm.. tmr we shld be going to cream's house to design n sew the costumes.. unless nat violently object.. i dunno wad to type anymore.. shall stop here.. anyway today type alot already...

2008-03-28T04:18:00.001-07:00

omg.. i feel so tired.. n still very headache!
sighs.. pls save me from the torture of life copyrighted i33d5..
sighs.. still suffering from the run in the morning.. sighs. urgh~ very headache.. n still feel like puking. elp!
urgh, its finally end of the week.. tmr going st nics. run fiesta.. i think its shld be fun..
still very lethagic.. save me.. i more n more like man already..
i going to skip cath class tmr.. i think i am evil!
nvm.. urgh.
my maid keeps pissing my mom off.. n she keeps screaming at her.. my poor ears.. save me!
i really so tired... mon is sports day n tues is e-learning day.. .finally some time for fun!
these few days keep got this person go JJ's forum n type crap! saying that she's JJ's ex niece.. like who cares la.. who even believes.. sighs.. that damn person pisses me off too! so angry! sighs..
man! u still owe me my letter.. n i kept all the letters we wrote to each other! sighs.. i really got no mood to do anything.. even type.. sighs.. my posts r getting shorter n shorter! cant help it la...

my 40th post

2008-03-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

damn it.. so pissed..
sighs.. today is such a horrible n pissing day! i can't stand some ppl, they seriously suck!!! sighs..
i shall post bout yesterday first.. sighs... it was a horrible day too.
we stayed back to do om until 6!!! we did like not very much.. sighs.. om is seriously a darn waste of time.. i never said that i wanted to do om! waste time waste money waste brain cells waste everything especially when u haf ppl that u dun get along with in ur grp.. its totally horrible la!
sighs.. yesterday was just merely tiring..
during eng, we had to present the debate thingy, so horrible, Eunice kept telling me to take down pts.. n keep telling me all the things i had to say.. then i din even noe wad i was saying la.. luckily 3 mins so fast up already.. if not sure die one..
pls someone save me from the torture of life!
today.. super sucking day...
we had om.. our presentation was terrible!!! sighs.. then it was eng.. i din pay attention at all.. today morning was just so tiring.. i felt so headache, i din wanna go sku.. sighs.. hhf was bad-worse and wadeva, shit din wanna do hhf AGAIN! sighs... so horrible.. i shld seriously get my mom to sign a letter for me not to do hhf! n get up with a lame excuse..sighs.. i couldn't stnad today's hhf.. some attention seeker behind me was like screaming and screaming the whole time.. and her voice is irritating!
sighs
urgh.. so tired.. dun feel like typing..
urgh.. projects r driving me mad..
i think i wanna sleep soon..
todays's rme lesson was very fruitful though.. i doubt wad ms wan said works.. but i sahll try it out one day when i m free :D:D
and this is how i end my 40th post

2008-03-24T06:15:00.000-07:00

sighs.. very tired.. i seriously think that om is such a waste of time.. sighs.. there is like so damn much to do.. please save me.. i think wed the selections is quite scary... cos if we get selected<> its happy. but stressful! gotta continue doing all the damn crap.. lets say we dun win. dun get selected. then we prepare all the crap for wad leh.. we spend so much time n effort doing all the crap n shit and wadeva.. n planning n sewing n painting and whatnot.. sighs.. but on the other hand, we dun need to do anything already! there is like 50% more or less chance that we get to be selected, cos 2/1 nobody doing tee structure.. then only our grp n ah man's grp doing.. sighs.. i dun really like om.. sighs, i still rmb last eyr they called us to go to performing arts room.. then they were like telling us bout om.. then so many ppl were like.. i wanna do i wanna do.. sighs.. from the start i oso dun wanna do.. but its actually not that bad lah.. cos take over art, pc n home econs n d&t... sighs, still dun feel like doing anything leh
urghs.. today we worked until so late.. then went to eat lunch at like 3.30... super duper hungry larhs.. n the food took like quite long to come.. sighs.. but it was so damn yummy..
today is a monday sucks as usual.. i hate science the most.. i 4got to bring my sec 2 sci tb!!! then qianying went 4 bowling.. then so scary.. i so scared that mrs tan might realise.. i think she already found out, but just din say it out larhs.. sheesh.. wads so hard with sharing a book? sighs..
nvm.. i dun wanna tok bout that anymore... lit n eng sucked totally! eng we did presentation for the poem..i really super enjoyed doing the poem.. most of the time we were like slacking.. thats y we r called the slacker 4!!! :D:D:D nvm.. i noe we will not get very high.. but never mind.. i dun mind.. i hope the other 3 slackers dun mind too.. i bet we met up more than the other grps.. but like duh! we spent 90% of the time slacking! we shld have told mrs mah that we could not do very well cos we slack!!! hahaz... luckily never say.. sure die one.. she is quite biased.. anyway everyone is biased.. its how u put it.. sighs.. we r still discussing om.. n more om.. i think i shld have done the hom ppt correctly.. i hope.. cookie pls tell me wad to do!!! i m so lost
i love writing letters to man.. we shall continue writing long letters :D:D cant wait to read!!! so fun! man! must write more.. i dun think i wanna type anymore.. seem to still have alot alot to type.. its getting so late.. somemore i haven bathe, haven chill, haven finish maths.. sure die one.. still got tingxie and xiehouyu to learn.. sighs.. feel like dying lorhs.. so much to do..pls save me someone.. i feel so dead.. tmr still must run.. sighs.. so headache.. must think how to lose weight.. this fri taking weight.. sighs.. shld jump rope.. sighs.. pls save me.. i sure overweight one.. elp!!! next wk mon n tues will rock.. but sat got 2.4... sure fail one.. n this sat going st. nicks run fiesta.. so much to do!!! ARGH!

2008-03-21T21:26:00.000-07:00

hmm. yesterday was very very very extremely fun. tho me bro *knoked* his head and had a swell..
we ate and had so much fun.. we played murder and detective.. with 8 other ppl :D:D so fun! i think everyone had fun :D:D
so much food.. i think today if can go again will be very nice.. but i think cannot :C i think its my shortest post.

2008-03-20T20:13:00.000-07:00

great! later we going to man's house 4 bbq :D:D gonna be fun peeps :D start to scream like cream.. haha.. it rhymes..
i dun really noe wad to post.. hm. lets post bout me obsession!
sighs.. all the forums are dead!!!!! even in the mar hols and every other day, they're still dead
i think obsession can cure ah man disease!! :D maybe i need to try it out.. having fun being an ah man :D hahz..
sighs.. very bored.. looking up on phones.. i dun think there is a good phone that looks nice that i will like! i dun mind getting a sony ericsson phone, but i want twist! not like my phone's twist now.. i want the 7373's twist! i think it'll be better, i never gots that kind of phone.. sighs.. i really getting bored.. i searched thru' the whole internet.. n no phone seems to catch my attention.. sighs.. i think W900i is quite nice.. but it come out for nearly 1 yr already.. sighs..
i seriously very bored, someone save me leh..

2008-03-18T04:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday sku reopen.. i hate first day of sku.. sighs.. always so tiring.. life is such a torture..
urgh.. so much work..
ms mucek is our replacement form teacher for 1 week.. hmm.. yah..
i very tired.. n dun haf much appetite.. can't spell, just anyhow..
i eat a bit but many meals.. getting more like man.. sighs, save me!
lit n eng passed so slowly.. as usual.. chi sucked.. shit n cookie joined hcl :D ok.. i still sit with man..
i never liked sci lessons.. sci seemed to fly pass! :D thats such a good thing..
i slept like 4 am on sun night.. that is late.. i nearly fell asleep during lessons.. it takes great skill to enable students not to fall asleep during ur lessons.. or at least feel tired/ yawn
today..
very very very tired.. sighs.. i chong-ed thru maths hw last night.. n still could'nt finish..i started quite early already.. tues i started already..
hmm.. still got no appetite.. i think i wun feel like eating tmr..
yesterday still could eat egg sandwich.. today dun feel like buying.. i buy half of the noodle for weijing.
got alot alot of hw.. hw is never ending.. i dun really feel like typing..
there is like no show 4 me to watch larhs.. i start to lose interest in entertainment.. i think slacking; decomposing n sleeping is more entertaining.. sighs.. someone pls save me..
today's cca was like so damn long lah.. we did alot alot of stuff.. well not really..
we did improvisation. very boring, my partner was lin ying.. sighs, i really din noe wad to say.. i wished i din need to do it.. but less than 30 secs.. very fast.. then finish already.. i dun really like improvisation n all the acting everyone enjoys.. i think newscomm suits me more la.. sighs..
i dunno wad to do..i still <33333 crew.. cant wait 4 poetry night.. u all must support! i think i m acting too.. i m given a role with doodle.. poetry night is also ij fiesta day.. y they make it same day.. sighs.. i think thats bout all.. i think i will sleep at bout 9 plus or 10 tonight.. after doing maths.. i really very tired already
came back to post more..
yay!!! my JJ got high chance to work with tang tak hei so happy!!!! baidu got news.. n mingpao posted bout "connected"!!!!! YAYS.. pure happiness.. now i feel a bit alive.. i think i m near to find the cure for the ah man disease... just specially 4 me :D yays.. haha..

2008-03-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

awfully irritated, bored, uncomfortable n i dunno..
yesterday was a super uneventful day.. very boring.. i din do much, just slacked around..
today.. i went to the chess competition with my bro.. i hereby declare chess boring! i stayed there for like um.. 10 hrs? my bro din really win.. he got 3 pts out of 8.. which was quit good.. cos he first time..
sighs.. a total waste of time..
i m now the official ah man house to bbq on gd fri spreader :D haha..
okok.. nvm.. i noe its lame
this is the info, for all i noe for the bbq. for further enquries, pls contact ah man @ http://www.xanga.com/manarhman or sms her. her no.. cannot post her.. i dun want to get killed by her.. or her to get killed/ ahman- napped.
i dunno wad to type already.. i dun really feel like typing these few days.. prob cos the forums r like so DEAD..
from yesterday type until today.. sighs.. i actually forgot bout this post...
soon have to change clothes go sku do om.. om is such a waste of time..
this hol seems not so much like a hol..i wish there was more hols.. sighs

2008-03-11T21:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday...
went to sku for banner painting.. sucked.. i hate banner painting.. total waste of time.. sighs
the only nice thing was i got to eat the fried rice outside sku!!!! :D:D yays.. it was yummy!! :D love it
then come home went to bathe then went for dinner with me uncle n grandma at tp blk 203.. the dinner was just ok.. but it was like 100 bucks for 7 of us.. very not worth, my dad always saywestern food and jap food very ex.. but i think the most ex food is chinese food!!! that day i think its sun, after fetching ah shit home n fetching my other grandma we went to astons express at s'goon garden... it rocked totally!!!and it was like cheaper than chinese food.. we only spent bout 70 bucks lor.. i wish my frens would go eat it with me.. maybe next time.. i think i want my next year birhtday party at astons prime!!! :D:D:D but will be very ex leh.. nvm.. just invite a few frens :D:D:D hahaz... dreaming far ahead again...
yesterday we went to my uncle? or my dad's uncle? the funeral... sighs.. doodle fell n she sort of started crying n saying that i kicked her.. i was so far away! how to kick her.. then everybody started blaming me.. so pissed!!! lets not tok bout it anymore
today
i woke up at 12 plus.. then i sat down at the com table n started foruming.. all the forums seem so dead.. then there i m posting..
then i smsed man n ely..
man came online.. then we discussed wad to give her grandma 4 bday pressie.. n the chinese thing..
no more. later might add on..

2008-03-10T03:02:00.000-07:00

today rocked!!! so much better than yesterday n day b4... tho it was fun too.. :D:D:D
yays.. i can't wait for sats bbq.. i hope more ppl will go.. n can play until later.. n most importantly, i can go!!! i hope i can persuade my mama n papa to let me go.. i think man won't mind if they go.. n ah man's mom can gossip with them bout us.. then we can have fun.. n they can have fun too :D:D:D yays...
can't wait.. gonna haf so much fun!!
just now we went swimming!! then i bathe so fast.. then we went to novena c-nai cafe to eat.. so yummy.. i drank mango ice-blended.. so yummy! but very ex leh.. thnx ah man's mom!!! :D:D
ah man's mom very nice.. i wish my mom can not be so outdated... sighs...
i must learn to be self- satisfied.. i dunno wad to type anymore...

2008-03-08T18:03:00.000-08:00

yay.. holiday!!! but only 1 wk.. very fast gone already.. sighs, still got alot alot alot of hw n project to do...
nvm... lets not think bout that yet..
yesterday was so fun! we went cookie house. me, cream, man, ely and cherie..
the secruity guard gave us names last time he called me janet n this time my name changed to elizabeth?!
cream n cookie's name remained.. cream- jennifer, cookie- christina, cherie- margret, man- alice, ely-man! i forgot. i just rmb it just now.. i think i m just getting too old larhs.. sighs
i ponded church just to go 4 the party.. i feel like an evil child!
we went to ntuc.. n bought n bought n bought.. so much snacks.. so much stuff.. n spent so much money..
then we bought stuff from kfc.. so much stuff again..
then we went back to cookie house n started doing the accounts.. we had to sort out the moneys.. n pay back each of the ppl that paid beforehand...
then we talked bout having a swimming pool in our house. i think those that dun have sure want 1 n those that have wun treasure it... haha.. we took so long to settle the accounts.. we left cherie out of it.. cos she has done enough accounts in the past i dunno how many days...
then we went into cookie's room n played murder n detective.. so fun..
no.1 is murder, no.2 is detective.. no.3 to 6 is victims.. so fun!!! i loved being the murderer.... it was the best part of it..
i think out of the almost 10 games? i was the murderer like 3 or 4 times. n each time i would win.. n i was never the detective..
n a few times got some prob.. cos no one was the detective.. n some got the same no..
it got ver very creepy cos we closed the door, offed the lights n played jj lin's murderer song.. so scary... but it was so fun!!!!!! :D
yays..then when cookie's family gone out for dinner we watched night in the museum.. i din understand wad the movie was toking bout at all.. very chim.. but the male lead looked alot like mr jiow.. haha!!very funny!!! :D:D:D
then ah man lie down on me shoulder.. then she munched on chips.. then her skull move n move then i got a very funny feeling then i kept laughing...
then we change movie.. cos it was getting really boring... we watched dry wood fierce fire... so damn funny.. i forgot how many times i watched it..but i still laughed like mad.. n i even laughed b4 hand.. cos i noe wad was gonna happen :D:D:D haha.. so funny.. michelle is still so pretty..
we ate n ate... n only me n ah man understood wad was going on.. cos it only had canto.. ely asked me to bring it today.. so she can watch :D its nice :D yays...
later going man's house gonna do project n man around.. :D:D:D:D:D yays.
finally got whose hands stage 34!!! the long awaited game!! i think at least bout half a yr to 1 yr dun haf already.. but it was really fun.. my fave game.. i hope ph will make more games like this again <33333

2008-03-07T04:09:00.000-08:00

sighs.. very headache.. so much project to do... so much stuff to do. holiday not much diff from not holiday.. but i rather holiday.... urgh.
i going to cookie house for party tmr..
sun going man house.. for project and to ah man around
mon.. going ely's house prob... i dun think i can go bishan park.. sighs.. i really wanna go leh.. my mum say too dangerous.. cannot go! urgh.. sighs.. someone pls save me leh.. i got miscommunication.. sighs..
i got 9/10 for geog mcq!!! i tot i will sure fail 1.. :) *gasps* i fail hist only.. the rest quite gd.. :D
sighs.. i still very headache.. i very tired.. so ah man..
i think i m gona sleep soon already, until tmr afternoon.. i dun feel like going to sell rossary tmr.. i rather go shopping for stuff with cookie cream.. sighs..i think i m not going church... sighs!!! damn it! i forgot to send my group leader my poem.. i haven even find yet.. better go do it now.. this post is really short.. if i not that tired i will continue posting later..

2008-03-05T05:02:00.000-08:00

i very tired.. sighs... getting more and more ah man... help me!!!
i think i seriouly have to find time to find cure for the ah man disease leh.. sheesh.. i very headache now...
today hh1 last ep! its not very nice.. cos the ending is paul n jackie.. annie n henry got so much more chemistry.. n their story so much better lorhs... sighs.. so unfair!
i still got maths hw n chi hw.. dun feel like doing.. i never felt like doing hw.. sighs..
i dun really feel like posting today.. i rather chong thru my hw n go sleep.. thats wad an ah man does..
i think i MUST seriously save money! i spend like so damn much lorhs...
today ah man n ely had a mini cold war.. after OM, ely seemed to be very angry with man.. i dunno why.. then after recess, ah man felt that she had a pimple.. then me n ah shit tried to help her "get rid" of her pimple.. ah shit gave her some wash face lotion.. then we went to the toilet.. then ely came after us.. DUH! their cold war just ended like that, many of us were like super surprised that elyman had cold war... but i was very certain that their cold war wasn't exactly cold.. n would end very soon..
i think i wanna go sleep already lah.. i haf to rush thru' my hw.. or else tmr die die..

2008-03-03T02:59:00.000-08:00

today is super tiring.. i dunno y...
lit n eng seemed super long. after 1 period still got 1 more.. sighs... but it finally passed.. then it was recess.!!! recess rocked! i ate chicken chop.. quite yummy.. but i sepnt $3.10 so ex lah...
we went to kfc to eat lunch today.. with ely, man, des, cream n nat.chang... it was raining when we returned!!! urgh.. all of us wet already.. i run abit then very tired already.. cos i m more man.. sighs i used so much moneys $7.25 and $2.30
i think i bout the extra large drink cos i saw nat.chang buy .. so i felt i wanted to drink, and a huge cup.. so i just bought it.. then i just ate and drank.. and.. sighs.. that was so fattening and ex.. n unhealthy
i shall not add stuff n only spend $1.80 for recess tmr.. then 4 lu nch i dunno.. if i going 4 the netball thing then better.. i go there n eat.. or something.. sighs.. i really dunno if i shld quit ld..i think i shld quit.. its heaven's will..
last night...
ld- no. 1 , newscomm-no.2
my mama picked no. 2... i was sort of happier than if she picked 1 i think
today..
i held two markers in my hand.
light blue- newscomm, light green ld.. i picked light blue when i closed my eyes and ah shit help me jumble them up...
i didn't know how i felt cos when i told ah shit to help me jumble the pens, mr armstrong called me! and he asked me a question that i dunno wads that and wads going on.. all in eng n lit i wasn't paying attention at all.. i was thinking whether to quit ld to join newscomm or not..
sighs.. why is ld n newscomm on the same day.. if they were on diff day i can go 4 both!!! sighs.. i think i will have more fun in newscomm...
but i still can't bear to quit ld! somebody tell me leh...
i m actually not very concerned bout the cca points or cip hours from promenade.. i think i still like ld..
same reason.. cos i m only interested in crew.. n 90% of the ppl in ld is totally obsessed in being the crew larhs..
so i dunno leh..
urgh... someone tell me the pros n cons of both ccas leh.. i keep thinking.. that day i din slp 4 like 3 hrs.. cos i kept thinking n thinking n thinking n.. i dunno y.. i can't slp.. sighs.. i really wanna join newscomm leh.. can learn all the com stuff.. n all that.. last yr they learnt photoshop!!! URH!!! so wasted.. sighs..but i like ld.. had so much fun last yr during promenade.. except that the costumes were really smelly.. i wanna go 4 the netball thing, we have to beat rgs... we can.. so we need more support.. sighs.. i really wanna go leh.. but i dun think ms mara will allow me to go... i hope she allows.. tmr i MUST rmb to ask her. .or else i die..
i m sure i will regret if i quit ld.. n i will sure regret if i dun join newscomm.. so how!!! i always regret in everything that i do larhs.. at least most... pls save me from the torture of having to make decisions everyday.. there is so much to think!!!
tmr haf to hand up quite alot of hw..
geog primer.. 1 excercise..
maths.. hw 21 some ques.. i do already..
must do the eng draft.. i hate this.. i got the info already.. but i dunno wad to write at all..
must rmb to bring chi compo paper and most impt dictionary tmr.. got zuowen competition..
april xinghe going to air
dif IV, a handful of love and reaching out...
haha, i rmb i got the name ah man from dif IV, it was cheap sheh's name.. so i started calling ah man, ah man...
having much of a headache now.. i think i wanna drink orange juice later and i think i want to drink cream soup.. its definitely better that the mushroom soup in sku one.. sighs.. i must rmb to watch hh1 later.. ep 30 already.. going to finish soon...
i shall not think so much about the future already.. let nature take its course... i cant predict the future anyway.. sighs.. i think i will chong thru' my eng draft and my geog... so i can watch hh1, then dicey business then i think i wanna sleep earlier.. or ah man around..i used to hate sleeping last time.. but now i <3>
i hate the new sku bus.. luckily after this mth i not taking anymore.. unless the other bus is willing to turn over and fetch me n doodle... hopefully.. if not i will ask my mama and/or papa to fetch me in the morning.. i cant stand that bus at all larhs..
today i post so damn much, used like 15 mins-20 mins to type this whole post.. i think its time to stop now.. i dun feel like typing/thinking anymore already.. thats for all.. i think i type too slowly already..cos i type like an ah man... sighs.. u evil ah man.. make me so old!

2008-03-01T19:47:00.000-08:00

yesterday i moved to my new house.. looks nice:D but still not used to it...
very tiring to move house.. dun want to move anymore already.. still got alot of things n rubbish in the other house..
sighs.. very tired.. feel so ah man now.. sighs
the day b4 went to the damn hike.. the instructor was so damn irritating.. shall not tok bout him anymore.. sighs. my both legs r twisted.. walk then so pain.. if tmr dun haf SPA i dun go sku already..
we walked like 20km? and somemore up and down bukit timah hill.. sighs.. feel like dying.. going to die already.. sighs..
i still got alot of hw to do.. i think i cant finish .. i haven even started.. damn it.. dun even feel like doing anything..
tmr i think after extra lit lesson and b4 we haf to report 4 SPA i think got bout 1 hr plus? then i think i wanna go HDB hub.. jsut for the fun of walking there.. or maybe take bus.. i dun feel like having an extra lit lesson..
i dunno whether to quite LD to join newscomm or not..
i feel newscomm is alot better.. cos um...i think i will click better with the ppl there.. the ppl in LD r like.. north pole and i m west pole.. cos if i say south pole then we r suppose to attract.. sighs..
ld is quite boring.. sometimes.. when Nathalie comes in.. cos they all do acting n acting when i m not the least interested in acting i only wanna do crew.. sighs... i rather do reporting and report writing and stuff like that and listen to wad the ppl say in the com lab and learn more stuff...
sighs.. now i m reluctant to quit ld.. cos i think i still like it.. the ppl there r not that bad.. at least the ld com ppl r nice.. n my grp ppl r nice.. but i dun seem to click with the other grps of ppl.. but i wanna do crew for poetry night n drama night..
i must think it thru... i still dunno...i really wanna join newscomm... but i dun wanna quit ld.. i wanna join both cca, but both on tues.. so will sure clash one.. sighs..
someone save me pls.. i really cannot make a decision!!!!! elp.. wad if ms mara or mr armstrong ask me tmr? i rather ms mara ask me la.. mr armstrong looks so scary!!! someone pls save me!!! ELP!!! feel like dying already..
i think i will have to go bathe now.. or else my mama will start screaming..

2008-02-27T05:31:00.000-08:00

i feel so ah man today... i m officially ah man number 3!!! sighs.. its not a very good thing..
i caught the ah man disease..
today is quite a nice day... just ok..
yay, i think i m just a lil more to make runaway a flo fan!!! YAY!!! so good.. i just send her pix.. n tok 2 her.. n she seems getting very obssessed. i think there is a very high chance that she will like flo more than christine ng :D:D:D *YEAPS* yay... 70% chance.. if she is willing to go to flo forums n flobo forums 100% will beat christine ng 1.. YAY...i must think where i kept some other pix. i only sent her those in my thumbdrive.. XD yeaps.. so happy..
i think tmr i dun feel like going to school.. school seems horrible.. sighs.. so tiring.. all cos i got ah man disease..
i think i won't be able to finish my math tonight.. its like 9.30 already.. i feel like typing more.. feel like expploring the new flobo forum.. feel like toking to ah man.. n the thing i dun feel like doing is doing maths..
sighs.. i think there is still eng hw... luckily tmr n fri no eng.
fri going for hike.. i dunno why they make us go 4 hike.. sighs.. very tired.. byebye go away i dun wanna see u ever again.. sighs.. i think i m going to die during the hike.. must rmb to bring my own food.. or sure die 1.. sighs
symtoms of the ah man disease
- become very very old..
- memory failing
- getting white hair.. i hope i dun..
- loves to decompose or stone
- gets very blur
- does things very very slowly..
sighs.. i dun think i want these symptoms..
i sort of regret going so near to ah man.. now i feel old..
LIFE IS A TORTURE copyrighted i33d5, all rights reserved..
these are the ppl that already got the disease/ has a very very high chance to get the disease
ah man no.1- ah man
ah man no.2- ely.. cos she is just beside ah man n they very close n tok alot n write alot everyday
ah man no.3- me, sighs!!! URGH!!! i feel so old..//cos i m very near to ah man
future ah mans...
ah shit; cookie; cream and more..
sighs..
DANGER!!! ah man disease is temp. incurable.. until i find the cure... sighs.. i think i better go do my maths now.. if not tmr die..

2008-02-23T19:00:00.000-08:00

yesterday i went for flag day with ely, cream, des and eunice... and doodle.
so tiring.. but it was quite fun..
i dun mind going again..
yay.. jj is going to star in a movie.. with louis nick cheung n big S :D but i think it is going to be quite a small role, cos she plays louis sister...
nvm... some action is still action..
sighs.. her roles r getting smaller... last time her roles all main character one.. sighs..
she want smaller roles... but we want her to star in big roles!!! sighs..
i very tired.. tmr is monday.. again.. i m going to hate this wk.. sighs

2008-02-19T04:42:00.000-08:00

i going craxy
everything seems sucky... i think i m going to fail most of the tests..
thurs got maths test.. supposed to be today.. but cos ms chua got photoshoot then never come then.. ya..
fri got 3 humanS test... geog; hist and lit.. urgh.. sucks
hh1 not very appealing to me that much anymore..
i prefer helen ate..urgh.. very tired.. save me..
ms syde is not going to become like jackie.. i noe :D i going to hear ms syde's story in the lib tmr.. i dun think i m gonna eat recess..
i think recess makes me more fat.. i m so short.. n so heavy... and so fat..
i feel horrible..
i still <33 lil' pink tirs..
i <3333333 hh1!!! i think i wanna write hh4.. i got alot of pts.. but nobody write with me then i never get started...
i dun wanna run tmr 4 hhf.. alot of ppl dun wanna run 1.. they just stand there n watch us run... quite irritating.. almost all of them dun run not cos they can't run but cos they dun wanna run.. darn it... life is so unfair lar.. if only we can modify our own lives..
pls save me from the torture of life b4 i die..
next wk i think we going for sec 2 general leadership programme.. to climb mount... sighs..
i MUST rmb to sign n give nat chang the spa form, if not tmr confirm die 1..
i feel so tired.. i haf no idea why....

2008-02-15T01:31:00.000-08:00

爱之深，责之切...
i seem to agree with what joyce5233 said... urgh...
你到底想怎样 i really dunno how long i haf to wait man... so tired already..
joyce5233 left on 6 feb.. eve of chinese new year.. she waited for years.. i also waited for years.. i guess i am going to leave on eve of chinese new yr '09 if she doesn't do something... heartache...
不爱我们就放了我们吧!.. uh... the baidu ba rocks..
爱她就等她? wait how long... even joyce5233 oso leave already.. somebody tell me!!!
i think no one else except me and the baidu ppl will understand this post..

2008-02-13T23:36:00.000-08:00

i m getting so darn tired.. maybe cos i always go near ah man.. then got some of the old woman disease.. urgh..
was busy and tired for so many days.. finally found time to post..
today is valentines day :D happy valentines day :D
i got alot of pressie 4 valentine.. :D tho i got no valentine.
what shld i type.. i cant think at all ..
i realised that teachers and schools sterotype alot alot alot.. the whole world sterotypes. urh... nvm.. i m so used to it..
i shall not type any further.. i think i wanna go slp 4 a while..

2008-02-05T21:31:00.001-08:00

there's so much to post...
mon... everybody.. well almost everybody says my fringe looks like ms chua's!!! i rather they say it looks like Annie's... cos i cut my fringe straight and short cos of Annie!!! sighs...
yesterday ah shit say she not coming today... sighs.. i got no partner... she gave me my pressie yesterday... its was a really.. really long day... got LD... and then went to buy new year stuff... i bought a pair of high heels.. not very high.. but high enough to make me a bit taller :D my mom keeps making me try on old woman stuff... is it generation gap? wadeva i think its nice she thinks it ugly... n wadeva she likes i find it out... sighs.. nvm...
today is so tiring... but nice :D i got more pressies :D
ah man bought me an mp3... i just d/led songs into it.. :D i wanted to buy it last time.. but no stock... i suspect ah man can read my mind... i seem to be able to read her mind too..
Desiree bought me a pig.. and a pig keychain.. :D so cute!!! ah man wrapped my pressie with pig wrapping paper and Desiree bought me pig stuff... seems like they noe i m superly obsessed with lil' pink tirs!!!!
tmr is my birthday.. i think i dun really feel like growing any older... i m so short.. and i love to be childish... sighs... i m gonna be 1 yr older.. it makes me feel tired... i ate birthday cake on mon.. cos that was the last day they were making the cake.. so early..
when ah man, me , ely and doodle went to macs today to eat, it was nearly 11!! we rushed.. luckily we were in time to buy breakfast.. i so much more prefer macs breakfast to macs lunhc/ dinner and supper.. then me n doodle went to popular.. but it was not opened.. so we went to look around.. time seems to fly just past.. tmr at 3.27pm, i was born 14 yrs ago..
i dun think i can post tmr.. will be so busy.. playing and eating and.. whatnot.. happy chinese new yr to all :D smiles...

2008-02-03T04:21:00.000-08:00

the whole week feels so tired..
luckily today never go escape... if not die.. will be so wasted... today rained!!!! i hope it rains until tmr....
there is so much to do.. i m so tired..
need to study 4 geog test tmr... need to do lit essay... need to do eng vocab hw... urgh... still need to prepare sci notes for tue test... sighs..
my head going to burst already...
i now in the middle of doing my lit essay... i dunno wad to write anymore.. 1 para already wrote so much. don't feel like continuing... urgh
later soon got foodie 2 shoes... i wanna watch! but got alot of work... sighs...
i REALLY wanna noe wad ah man bought for my birthday pressie... she say it costs over 30 bucks... hm... got to wait unil wed..
going crazy already... there is so much to think, so much to do, n so lil time!!!! sighs.. i still wanna explore all jj forums... but seems like now can't already.. i still want shan's prog with lydia shum that comes with ue 2.... i feel like burning it into my phone.. but no more time already... somemore i still got to find video converter... sighs..
very tired...

2008-02-02T02:22:00.000-08:00

hh1 is getting boring... Annie comes out so lil...
tmr nobody free.. so we postponed the trip to escape.. sighs..
life is horrible.. and very very unfair..
i feel like eating macs... so yummy..

the reporters of 东方心地 are so mean!!! they insulted JJ and lil princess!!! feel like killing them...
sighs.. when will JJ come to sg.. i wait so long.. i haf been hallucinating about her... pls come.. i <3 u.. all ur fans <3 u and we are dying to see u..... :'C

2008-02-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

i am very very very tired... its finally friday, such a FRIDAY...
yesterday we went to entertain the china- shanghai ppl... so tiring.. other ppl just sit in class n decompose... or shall i say stone..
gosh.. i dunno wad to say at all.. luckily i took ms syde along.. if not die for sure.. my syde's chi is so good... my saviour... i can't imagine what i would say...
today we went for excursion to the sg poly... its to our benefit to go there, we gain knowledge.. it was fun... can "play" with the stuff there... we o need to pay... got free food... thats bout all that i can think...
sighs.. we were stuck at sg poly for like almost 1 hr... the bus din come.. y? i dunno... urgh.. sighs..
then, we stand there for so long... complaining and talking crap.. then we finally got onto the bus.. but i think the bus was not meant for us.. i think it was supposed to be for mrs yap's class... but nvm...
we sat on the bus so long.. everybody but me was getting restless... prob cos i'm used to taking long bus rides...
i was really bored.. everybody toking bout band.. 8 out of 10(cos of me n cream) are in band.. sighs..
cream never come.. so wasted..
no fair... ma n mel's fave ppl got come to sg.. when will my fave ppl come... wait..wait... wait... n most likely that day will never never come.. i m so pessimistic.. but my life is like that.. no choice..
i dun like my partner... she is so mean!!! everyday purple attack me... urgh// n she condor hero me... i dun like ancient shows.. so boring.. somemore those non-TVB shows... n ppl that i never watch their shows b4...
sighs.. i got so much complains bout my life.. still got alot alot alot alot times a million more..
how i wish there would be a fairy coming to me n say she can be my fair godmother... how nice..
i hate my life!!! sighs.. i m so tired.... but i just felt like posting... i guess i m going to sleep soon..
i watch finish hh1 ep 9 already.. its getting boring.. i shld watch it on disc... so i can fast forward.. but watching on tv makes me not fast forward.. thats my motive.. sighs...
sun supposed to go escape to celebrate my bday and do the science project experiment... sighs.. but so many ppl not going...
my bday on chinese new year first day.. is that good or bad.. i dun feel like going cath class tmr... and i dun feel like going to sku on mon...
sighs.. when will my JJ come to singapore!!!! WAITING FOR YOU!!!!!!! pls come... i will go airport with all the other fans hours b4... n we will sleep downstairs the hotel... n wait 4 u to wake up.. pls come.. we will do anything u say... ur wish is our comand.. sighs...
i m a grumpy lil' girl... i feel like banging my head on the wall now..

2008-01-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

Monday...
another monday... i m getting so restless... becoming more and more like ah man... sighs..
i just finish watching hh1... Jackie comes out so much, almost 90% of the time.. i love Annie and Jackie!!! they look so nice together, i think i will go around finish more nice pics and banners of hh :D the China ppl do very nice.. :D
i think i might do another skin of floda :D:D:D
i shall use my blog to keep reviews of hh1.. just in case i wanna write hh 0.5 or hh4..
ep 1
the first time hennie meets after 10 years... henry is seen flirting with others.. he does not rmb what has happened between annie and himself... annie finds it hard to rmb something that has happened 10 yrs ago..
ep2 and 3... nothing much.. prob cos i cant rmb...
ep 4..
Jackie found out that she got brain tumour!!! so fast..
ep 5..
very very nice, today's ep.. stated above already...
i dunno what to type anymore..
very tired
tmr.. tues.. got alot of chi... better than mon...

2008-01-22T02:25:00.000-08:00

so tired... this was supposed to be ah man's line...
monday in the new timetable is so much better than other days... urgh... cos got no sci!!!
tmr got double sci... sighs... n got hhf... it sucks... for the first time... hopefully not more times... its so tiring to run round the school following the route they ask us to run!!! somemore haf 2 run 3 time... i heard that principal vice principal and alot of ppl running for our class tmr... no more hao lao shi running 4 us... but add so many ppl... worth it :D....
why is everybody doing all these... cos of the $ CASH prize $ everybody so money faced.. haha...
today i discovered something new... not really new... just adding a bit more to my past discoveries... ah man is easy and nice to bully!!! n she is so sotong...she loves her woodies to bits and just now her woody on her pen dropped... i helped her fix it with scotchtape...

2008-01-18T07:08:00.000-08:00

friday... always rocks...
but so tired. cos end of the week already...
ever since armed reaction and love is bautiful finish i got no show to watch at all... i want next tues to faster come.. then got hh1 to watch...
tmr is sec 1 cca orientation... i dun wanna go sku...somemore so early.. 7.45 haf to reach... urgh...
nothing seems to get in my mind to type...

another Monday...

2008-01-14T03:49:00.000-08:00

today is monday...another monday... that sucks, which sucks lest among all other mondays in school... i hope there comes somemore mondays that don't suck :D:D
today is quite a good day :D:D:D we had om, lit, eng... and some sci... today got 3 teachers never come to class...
in the morning, i went to run with ah shit, we didn't see ms chua running... so we guessed if she came to school or not... i guess that she did come to school, just that she didn't go 4 morning run. ah shit guess that she didn't come to school, somemore she even said that she was stuck in a traffic jam and couldn't make it in time for school... both of us were wrong... maybe she was half right.. ms chua didn't come to school but she went for i dunno what tennis thingy... with mr jiow i think...
we had to stay back for om... that was so darn tiring... i hate staying back... and tmr haf to stay back for cca... sighs... nvm... being tired is part of life..
the feel of home is great... i love my house, i love my com n i love my teevee and the channels most importantly... :D
i come home then i started watching love is beautiful.. its does not look very nice.. but its nice! :D i start to get addicted to it... why only got 30 eps... don't so fast finish.. i want to continue watching... :C
then just now.. i went to craze4flora!!! so many new ppl posted there.. maybe not that many... but maybe its cos the forum has been dead for a while.. but nvm... now its alive again... :D:D:D
ada's wedding was on sat... not much news were posted on lfc.. only video and pics to be uploaded later on... but i think thats enough 4 me.. i still can't wait 4 wolf smoke... everytime i go to lfc, i will see the wolf smoke release b4 chinese new year thing... then i will be so obsessed wif waiting for wolf smoke to release... i wanna watch!!!! :D:D
i hate school... got so much hw.. so much research... so much projects!!!! i am going to burst soon. not until i finish watch rov; side beat and wolf smoke and other new shows!!! :D:D:D can't wait... getting so excited... i want Flora to be in Burning Flames 3.... they say not confirmed yet...means got chance :D:D got chance means got hope... i learnt this from Helen :D
the baidu ppl r so um... 悲观 they said: 女人，若不爱我们就放下我们吧!!! i dunno whats that bout... i din really read... i just went to baidu and see whats new only... haven got much time... but i dunno why i m typing like SO much today... i still got stuff i wanna type bout ah man... bout yesterday, bout day b4... but i think i will just 4get bout it.. i dun want a very super ultra long post... :D :D

2008-01-10T23:20:00.000-08:00

today rocks... geog became nothing... prob admin... only bad thing was pe... i think i m overweight.. again... sighs.. n i m so short..sighs...
ms chua is jealous that we were "enthu" during om...
in chi we did 长文缩短... ah man is hopeless! she can't even write 片! its what we learnt in p1!!!!! sighs.. nvm..
we haf to memorise the sci formula!! sighs... its so hard to memorise.. confirm die 1... urgh...

yay!!! hard fate airing in may, starting may 20...缘分的天空 on 112... yay!!! and ate airing in july!!! 星河人气剧场... YAY!!! got ate.. i been wanting to watch it again since the last time that it finish airing... i think that was 2 yrs ago...
pure happiness!!! i wonder wad bout tguit..
my bro loves jade... i think he's going to love hard fate :D
yay... today is fri.. which means tmr is sat n the day after is sun!!! YAY... no school...
i wanna go swensens n eat ice-cream... but i think i m too heavy :'C cries...
urgh.. if i were skinny like three petals or cream or my bro, i would eat up the whole swensens n the whole section potato chips n snacks in ntuc... skinny ppl seem to eat alot but never grow.. fat ppl don't eat n still don't grow skinner.... urgh...
luckily this year no more taf... cos i 90% going to be overweight already...

2008-01-10T05:42:00.000-08:00

today was a very VERY good day... :D alot better than the previous days
tomorrow gots pe... sighs.. got to run again... maybe will take height n weight... i don't want.. i rather run... i think i m going to be overweight again... urgh...
i watch love is beautiful... Marianne Chan's character is very easy to pity/ like.. but she is too ugly.. if not that show will give her alot of fans...
today i decided to go to 7-11 and check mingpao cos i was still early... haha!! so lucky.. they had 2040! so i bought.. i haven read the mag itself... i read on lfc dun understand.... maybe during hols i became shallow.. cos brain off-ed....
2040 is worth.. tho its ex... cos... Flora's on the cover!!!
cover got alot of stuff 1..... yay..
mingpao is very very heavy... got alot of ad... i rather buy the info i want for full price... then can keep the whole mag.. no need to cut...
tmr got NO SCI!!!!!!!! yays!!!! hopefully the lessons are not boring... i dun request that lessons r interesting... just that they r not boring...

2008-01-09T00:51:00.001-08:00

urgh.. school seems to suck more and more... today was not that bad actually...
the animation course was um... i tot they will teach us to make avatars and stuff.. but they... showed us boring stuff n cartoons!!! sighs..
ah man n me were writing/ doodling in chinese class... it was sort of fun... except that teacher kept looking at us, i haf a feeling she is going to change our places... DON'T!!!!!!!! i don't want to move!!! i love my spot :D its the best spot in class :D:D:D cos of many many reasons..
yay, it rained this morning... cool weather; somemore no assembly!!! :D:D:D
i bought food from the pri sku!!! so yummy.. somemore so cheap!!! i ate fried rice and carrot cake!!! YUMS
today i went to craze4flora... the ppl there were toking bout wolf smoke... typing bout wolf smoke- i can't wait to watch it!!!!!!!!!
wolf smoke... wolf smoke.... i hope its nice.. i waited like more than a year for it already... n gallora in the same show!!! but they not pairing up :C:C:C:C:C sighs.. it will be so nice if they would just pair up... sighs...

2008-01-08T06:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterday got alot to post, but no time... Today also got alot to post... And finally can find time at night to post
Yesterday was a horrible day.. so boring in school and i nearly fell asleep...
chinese was boring on both days, sci was worse! Today in the science lab, i had to sit in front!!! I'm short!!!! argh!!! i wanna grow taller, thats my no.1 wish on my wishlist, btw... i haf yet to create a wish list.
History was boring today.. me n ah shit kept laughing at ah man, cos she gots alot of white hair and more funny stuff...
when we were talking bout the plates on the history tb, man said she didn't use a plate to eat. Then we talked bout toiletbowls.. i dunno where that came from.. then i got the idea that ah man might like to eat from a toiletBOWL... so i tole ah shit n ely that ah man might like to eat from a toiletBOWL... then all of us started laughing.. we had to come up wif stuff to write on the paper then i said something, then it was ah man's turn. She said the same thing as me!!! i said copyright...copyright... then ah man had headache and had to start thinking again..
I don't like science!!! i want ms au back...( i cant believe i am typing this..) nvm...
today during science pratical, Qian Ying and i did the elements/ atoms dunno what movement of something... mrs. tan called Qian Yings register no. !!! die!!! we haf to present!!! we went up there then i didn't noe wad to say. mrs tan asked us stuff then i dun understand then i dunno!!!! i think i shall not type anything more bout school... its getting more horrible and i might never finish..
its raining now!!! i hope it rains tmr morning i dun want assembly..
i think i should continue tmr... if i do post..

2008-01-06T01:15:00.000-08:00

My second post for today...

TVBS-G is airing ATOL!!!! i wanna watch... and badly... urgh...
baidu posted it, which means china fans get to watch it, lfc posted it... no they only posted that its out in the market... but i think hk fans also get to watch...
i watch ATOL 2 times already.. but its so nice!!! i love Joyce... she is so pretty; innocent... and obiang.. but never mind... i got sudden Florence fever a few days ago... and it got worse yesterday cos i watched mvs wif Joyce and MaYau... sighs...
CableTv also got TVBS but its TVBS asia not TVBS-G... sighs again
sighs... i believe tomorrow's school is going to suck.. i sure hope it rains in the morning... so don't need to go 4 assembly...
highly impossible... sighs again.. i keep sighing when i post.. i dunno why...
i want 22 Jan faster come.. i wanna watch hh1, i dunno why.. i already have the whole show but i rather watch it on tv... and somemore its in chinese.. Annie's voice in chinese is kind of wierd... i think after watching then i going to write hh4...

I hate research!! i got so much work to do.. research 4 sci; research for lit... so horrible.. i type stuff in the search engine n it gives me so much info.. 90% which cannot be put into a report and handed in as hw... sighs...

2008-01-05T22:49:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday Mellied and Ma...
Still got 1 mth and 1 day b4 my birthday and Chinese New Year... i love Chinese New Year.. and this yr's first day of Chinese New Year is my birthday :D is it a good thing...
I can't celebrate my birthday on the actual day... i still dunno how to celebrate my birthday...
I pratically can't think properly now..

Man is sad cos ashley tisdale did plastic surgery...
which actor/actress/singer who wants to be famous will hesitate on doing plastic surgery if it can make them more hot/ get more place on the news...
i think cheap sheh does not mind that.....

2008-01-05T00:16:00.000-08:00

Today... is sort of wierd..
ph posted the link for 我已到了 on craze4flora... i wasn't really excited... i dunno why
prob cos i already saw the lyrics posted on baidu Flora forum..
i listened to the song, its chinese... i didn't really have much reaction to it.. sighs...

I feel like eating dim sum in geylang... supposed to go there last night, but i got bad headache so never go... urgh.. i dunno what else to type anymore...

2008-01-04T01:33:00.000-08:00

There is so much stuff to post about school everyday...but i don't really feel like posting much bout school...
Haha.. everybody thot our lit teacher confirm going to be jo teo 1.... then b4 lit lesson everybody started re-tying hair, adjusting belt, pulling up socks... typical things to do when some teachers are coming near us...
This morning in the bus, i was watching mvs.. i watched fmd mv by i think mimosa or sansan then i watched hugs and kisses mv; birthday mv'06; birthday mv'07; hh1 mv all by ph and ate gallora mv... i dunno who made it.. but its good.. :D
when i was watch hh1 mv, i sort of didn't like henry and annie much anymore.. but i started to like annie and paul!!! i dunno why...
Tomorrow is sat!!! finally...no need go sku... i find sec 2 so tiring compared to sec 1... i rather go back to sec 1... sighs...
i want to go buy stuff wif Desiree and Natalie and Tsi yuan ... but cannot..... again.sighs...
OM project to make a structure to hold 10 golf balls and weights.. how to?!?!?! seems impossible... lets just see how it works out...

first day of sch'08...

2008-01-02T00:19:00.001-08:00

The first day of school was HORRIBLE...sighs...
I rather last yr's teachers...
At least this yr still got Ms Chua.. not that bad..
If history teacher is um... and PE teacher is um... and EP teacher is um... and chinese teacher is um... this year is going to be horrible... sighs...
I want Ms Chua as our PE teacher... i want hao lao shi back... sighs... chance damn low la...
sighs again, i sigh so many times today... :C
I hate first day of schools...

Still deciding if i shld buy I weekly.. Inside got news I want... but i dunno if its worth... if its only like a bit then nothing other stuff that i read then not worth... but i want to keep all the news...
Wonder when is the mingpao issue that i want.. i haven't go n count the issues in 7/11 then observe when is #2040 coming...

I sort of feel quite dumb... everytime lfc posts news on mags i will go see what issue and what mag it is.. then i go n see if 7/11 got that kind of mag.. if got then i lucky la.. if not.. then no choice lor.. everytime i buy i also no need to read.. cos i will already haf read it on lfc.. thats why i feel dumb... buy and read from the net and not from the mag itself...

2007-12-30T20:44:00.000-08:00

I downloaded Flora's interview with 9.33 singapore radio and listened to it in the coach.. it was so funny!!! Flora said that she didn't eat laksa cos she didn't like and don't eat spicy stuff... the interviewer asked her why and she said cos it was hot thats why she didn't dare to eat spicy stuff... and she said more funny stuff.. her chinese was.. um.. not that bad, still can understand but its very obvious she learnt chinese the way i learnt canto.. she translated canto over to chinese.. when the interviewer asked her to talk about Mabel, she said Mabel was "dan sun" it was supposed to be "dan chun" which meant innocent.. haha... i hope they didn't dub her voice in wolf smoke.. can't wait to watch it.. she looks pretty :D i guess many many ppl are waiting too.. lfc posted that it would be out b4 chinese new year.. hopefully.. i waited over 1 yr for it already..

genting'07 and some of '06

2007-12-30T20:40:00.000-08:00

The Genting trip was horrible... well not that bad... at least i met Cream there and finally went to sit flying dragon. i wanted to sit flying dragon years ago, but the queue was always very long and my older cousins wanted to sit other rides. Last year's trip was alot better, cos more cousins went and i sat more rides, had more fun and opened a mini casino in the hotel room. This trip... i could only play with a little girl--- do i look like i love to play with little girls? Do little girls know how to play nice games? they only know how to play Monopoly Junior.

Guess what rides i sat in the outdoor theme park--- only the swing (3times) , the antique car, the flying dragon and boating... didn't even get to sit the viking and cyclone.. when we went last yr, the queue was much shorter... sighs.. what a wasted trip..
last yr granny and dad dad won moneys from the casino :D:D:D granny bought our tickets and bought us dinner :D dad dad paid for breakfast and lunch.. and also the adult's supper..
i kind of miss granny's snore.. last year when i was sleeping in the room connected to the room granny was sleeping in, i suddenly felt that there was an earthquake.. then i went to look for my phone so that i had some light.. i went over to the other room cos i felt that the noise was coming from there... haha... i saw granny snoring... wow.. her snores can be compared to a train and earthquake... Kai ma was sleeping beside her and needed ear plugs, luckily rooster mummy brought some from the aeroplane...
i remembered years ago when we went to genting, Madhington also went... as usual, he wanted to pick quarrels with us... so we made him go into the toilet, then 2nd aunt used the telephone in the other toilet and called him.. she posed as a policewoman and told him not to bully his cousins and made him recite the ABC and made a fool of him... haha.. he was so afraid and didn't pick a quarrel with us for that night only.. the next morning when he woke up, he prob forgot about everything...

Flora in newspaper!!!

2007-12-24T15:55:00.000-08:00

yay...finally scanned this article in.. i didn't know the ppl at the baidu flora forum also had sources to singapore newspapers.. and they were faster than me!!!
its christmas!!! Merry Christmas to everybody...

2007-12-24T01:53:00.000-08:00

I finally started posting, thnx to li yan, she made blogskin for me :D
Yesterday's newspaper posted Flora!!! they praised her english. they said her english was much better than Lydia Shum; Carol Cheng and Jessica!!! :D i love it when ppl praise her

Today is christmas eve!!! i love every year's christmas... especially this year's... for particular reasons...
i went to granny's house and played mahjong wif chair; doodle and granny.... darn it.. i lost $1.50!!
we played 10cents for 1 double; 20cents for 2 doubles and 5 doubles limit.. i hope papa pig will bring us to granny's house tomorrow so we can play mahjong again... i need to win back... granny said she will treat us to sakura if she strikes 4D tomorrow... i think i'd rather bring my luggage to granny's house and play mahjong until 6am in the morning then leave for genting.. quite impossible right..